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Oct 17, 2005 11:22

who hates colorado? me

my birthday is in four days. the big 22. yes 22. im an old old old lady.

i am going into a meeting for shift supervisors who want to be managers and assistant managers this friday, and i am pretty excited about it. i want to make more money and i love my job.

pete and i are probably going to san diego for like four days to visit my friend maggie and her bf adam. that will be the goods.


im not excited about my bday really, i miss my family and friends.

im not excited about halloween either im porbably going to work. then go drink with pete around the corner.

not so stoked on thanksgiving. theres noone here to make pete and i a super tasty traditional thanksgiving dinner. its not the same when you make it yourself and there is noone else here to share it with us.

i guess these are the things i should enjoy about living here alone with pete. but being from a huge family it makes me sad to not have eveyrone i love here to share it with.

fuck the holiday itself, its all about the bickering, the green stuff, the laughing, teasing and all the babies running around. taylor and michelle "MUCK" being recluse in some dark computer room (i always loved going in there and bugging you. cuz you didnt hate me then).
Ryan and I making fun of something or someone or getting into the fierro with Ceci and making gang signs.
Grandma, Aunt Cissy, Kathy, Shawntelle, Jeanette and my Mom gathered around the island in the kitchen making good food and laughing.
Then all the guys out in the yard with the kids, smoking and tlaking BS.

The way we all gathered like hungry gazelles when the food was done and it was like time stood still. we all just sat there in the living room or on the patio together, tlaking and enjoying eachothers company. I dont think there is another family on this planet thats like mine in any way. Its hard not having that.

so thats all the news for now....other than that pete and i are really enjoying being here together (just not the being here part) so thats all that matters. as long as you got love aint nothing gonna bring ya down.

I will just make the best of the situation and enjoy it none the less.

love frankenstein
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