The end

[insipid_reality]

My world is falling apart
In the end I'll be left with nothing
Nothing
No one
Everything...
Gone.

The way I live my life
The only way to have fun
The way to my demise
Good times
Happy times
Are no longer in my future
I sometimes dream of it ending
Never thinking it would actually happen
I predict the end is near
And it's all my fault
And I can't stop it from happening
I can only watch it happen

I'm a failure
Pure and simple
I thought I would never amount to anything
Then those thoughts changed
Now those thoughts are back
I was right in the beginning
I'm worthless
And baby...

I'm sorry.