freshman year in review
god damnit, i am really bored. luckily i have good ol' livejournal? and t.v. i am watching the movie 28 Days Later. i really like the concept even though the basics of it have been done before...i suppose the thing that sets this movie apart from the rest is the emphasis on human relationships. i just wish it was more gory. for some reason i love gore in movies :/ though it disgusts and/or scrares me in reality.
and i got a suit. as gay as this may sound, i always get excited when i have to dress up, lol.
aslfkj sigh i guess ill review the year and how ive changed and shit of that nature, since i have nothing else of value to say:
first of all, this year went by really slow for me, contrary to everyone else's view on the years pace or something.
ugh im not sure how to write this without making it sound like an essay for english class. well overall, i'd give this year a C+ or a B-, in between the two i guess. though i expirienced and discovered new things, it really just wasnt an out of the ordinary or life changing year. in fact, i think i can say that this is the year ive changed the least...and thats not a good thing. ive grown out of the 'booo normal people suck!!' and the belief that people can do supernatural things (like preform a 'kamehameha' beam from dragon ball z). i am not obsessed with finding a girlfriend and shit like that, and ive realized that i have life pretty damn good, and if youre reading this, you do too. i really dont think that we should create problems for ourselves... some people it seems thrive off of depression (or at least the depression theyve convinced themselves their in). my speaking skills have somewhate improved...but who cares. i just dont like my personality. its annoying, too random yet predictable, not witty or sarcastic, etc. perhaps these can be improved on in the future years...ive also come to realize that people just dont care. ive realized its better to just keep things to yourself, personal or not. i know some people may pretend to give a shit, but ive been getting better at detecting apathy.
okay, so much for the ways ive changed. with friends...a bunch of dramatic shit. this year has just been one giant fucking roller coaster ride for myself and almost all of my friends, and i can say now that the friendships are just fading right now. not that this is necessarily a bad thing because neither sides display any concern...the only thing that i can say saddens me is comparing my friendships now to the way they were last year. they were very strong last year, and now it's the exact opposite.
the only other changes were in my music tastes, going places with people alot more frequently, involvement in plays and other extracurricular shit, livejournal, and that is basically it?
i guess the highlight of this year was being in the 'noises off' play. it was quite fun or something, and i did make many great friends. the worst part was either the 'dark ages' or just the rest of the year in general. overall, a boring year with more negatives than positives.
and now, i shall leave you with picture's taken at ana's house from this weekend and from last month. perhaps they hold some significance to this entry as 'snapshots' of my freshman year?
horrible quality, i know. :/
and i got a suit. as gay as this may sound, i always get excited when i have to dress up, lol.
aslfkj sigh i guess ill review the year and how ive changed and shit of that nature, since i have nothing else of value to say:
first of all, this year went by really slow for me, contrary to everyone else's view on the years pace or something.
ugh im not sure how to write this without making it sound like an essay for english class. well overall, i'd give this year a C+ or a B-, in between the two i guess. though i expirienced and discovered new things, it really just wasnt an out of the ordinary or life changing year. in fact, i think i can say that this is the year ive changed the least...and thats not a good thing. ive grown out of the 'booo normal people suck!!' and the belief that people can do supernatural things (like preform a 'kamehameha' beam from dragon ball z). i am not obsessed with finding a girlfriend and shit like that, and ive realized that i have life pretty damn good, and if youre reading this, you do too. i really dont think that we should create problems for ourselves... some people it seems thrive off of depression (or at least the depression theyve convinced themselves their in). my speaking skills have somewhate improved...but who cares. i just dont like my personality. its annoying, too random yet predictable, not witty or sarcastic, etc. perhaps these can be improved on in the future years...ive also come to realize that people just dont care. ive realized its better to just keep things to yourself, personal or not. i know some people may pretend to give a shit, but ive been getting better at detecting apathy.
okay, so much for the ways ive changed. with friends...a bunch of dramatic shit. this year has just been one giant fucking roller coaster ride for myself and almost all of my friends, and i can say now that the friendships are just fading right now. not that this is necessarily a bad thing because neither sides display any concern...the only thing that i can say saddens me is comparing my friendships now to the way they were last year. they were very strong last year, and now it's the exact opposite.
the only other changes were in my music tastes, going places with people alot more frequently, involvement in plays and other extracurricular shit, livejournal, and that is basically it?
i guess the highlight of this year was being in the 'noises off' play. it was quite fun or something, and i did make many great friends. the worst part was either the 'dark ages' or just the rest of the year in general. overall, a boring year with more negatives than positives.
and now, i shall leave you with picture's taken at ana's house from this weekend and from last month. perhaps they hold some significance to this entry as 'snapshots' of my freshman year?
horrible quality, i know. :/