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i feel like i've lost myself in this really really really long chain of nothingness. i don't remember the last time i didn't spend at least one day of every week crying. i'm so freaking tired of wasting so much of my energy and positive influence on people who do not give a shit about me. i really really really really really need a break. from everyone. UGHASD
ASD

shit.