May 06, 2005 14:34
so i realized that perphaps i will never ever finish college. i have screwed myself over so bad this term it's pitiful. last semester i got straight A's, and now this term i have already lost credit in three classes due to attendance. this sucks soo bad, and i'm not even a journalism major any more, now i'm a music business major. another damn two years! i hate it, i hate it, i hate it.but i guess i do it to myself so, what ever, oh well its student loans anyways, i'll worry about those later.(when i owe like 100,000.00).
although i read an article on people who refuse to take out student loans and kind of suffer through school and then will not hesitate to take out a car loan for a brand new car that costs anywhere from 20,000. to 50,000. then when they pay it off they buy another new car. or they get a mortage on a house for like 200,000.oo, so i guess i'll be alright, just it all sucks. i'm my own worst enemy.