Apr 15, 2006 22:05
Well it's about that time again...
I'm not sure if a lot has been going on with me, or not...I have been dedicating my life mostly to Track and Kevin, which I have no problem with. Track is going ehhh at this point. I didn't make varsity...That really bummed me out, because I tried my harest at everything, and it still didn't get me anywhere.
My birthday was good for the most part. I got 4 burned CDs, and flowers from Steve. I got some really awesome smelly stuff from Abby. I got money from family. Then I got some Avon stuff, and PJs from my aunt. Then I guess Kevin gave me his class ring for my birthday, even though I was supposed to get something else. I also got my belly button pierced again. I had Abby stay over that night too, and we had fun. We went to Mongolian BBQ, which is awesome! Then we went and saw Bench Warmers, which was hilarious! Hmmm, and I bought love cuffs, hehe...But anyways I had a good birthday for once! I realize that my birthday was a week ago, I'm just not in the mood to update as much.
Speaking of Kevin, things are going quite smoothly, well I think anyway. Umm, last night pretty much sucked because I made my self cry...Why do I have to think about stuff. Like I realized that I have fallen for Kevin everytime I see him. I just love him SO much that it hurts. Its a good pain, if that makes any sense. I never thought that this side of my life would be as happy as it is now. I love it! Hmm, and last night I felt like I was being a huge Drama Queen, but that's my opinion. Sometimes I wonder how he puts up with me, lol. But I'm sure he wonders the same thing.
So tomorrow is Easter. I believe that I'm going to my Grandpa's house for dinner, well at least I have something to do now. This coming week is going to be hell!! Monday, practce. Tuesday, I have a track meet in hudsonville. Wensday I have 2 flippen clinicals! Thursday I have a Track meet, then I have to get my spray tan. Friday, SENIOR SKIP DAY, then I have to get my nails done, and catch up with any homework I might have, then work. Then Saturday I have to get my hair done before 11 o'clock, go to a wedding, meet Kevin's mom for th first time *bites nails* and then go to prom, and then after prom, which means I won't be going to bed that night! HA, wonderful right?
Speaking of prom, why the hell does have to be so damn expensive? Hmmm, I basically don't want to think about it. I also have to find money to pay for school stuff. Then I have a huge car insurence payment I have to pay, just shoot me now!
SO... It's going to be a year on May 7th...Damn...I'll be in Muskegon that day, vistiting my mom...*Wipes a tear* I can already tell that this is not going to be a good day for me. Speaking of my mom, and all the feelings that go along with her. I'm going back to therapy...My councler says that it would be good for me, instead of keeping all these feelings I have locked up inside of me.
Hmm, Tech is going good. I still have plans to become a paramedic. I even got a 1000$ scholorship from tech!! That made me SO flppen happy! Plus my dad is proud of me, which is an awesome feeling.
Well I don't know what else to mention at the moment. So I'm out of here.
Good Night Everyone...
Danielle