Music lights up my world...
I am feeling very mixed right now. On one hand something extremely exciting that I have been waiting years for is about to happen, the release of a new Dido album. Yes I am THAT sad that my life revolves around music THAT much.. On the other hand though, everything else is the same... Going no where... Bah, meh, bleugh...
I was actually thinking the other day that there is no light at the end of the tunnel, but then news came about the new album so a light started flickering. It's dim but it's there!
I am planning to go back overseas again next year, sad as it is, but to catch a few of her gigs with some of the friends I have made over the years through fellow fandomness so I guess that is going somewhere...
I miss my Scottish family so much as well. I can't wait to see them again... They are the most lovely people... Scottish people in general seem to be just lovely. The Country itself is beautiful. The air is different there. Its so clean and fresh... Those "Hairy Coo's" are just so amusing to look at as well!
I miss that freedom I had overseas of being able to just jump on a Plane and go somewhere completely different. If you don't like it jump back on a Plane, Ferry, Bus, or whatever and be on your merry way to somewhere you do like. With so many different cultures all so close together you are bound to find somewhere you do like.
I wish money wasn't such an obstacle though...
I have probably a year to save as much as I can now to be able to go... This is me planning a trip around a Dido tour... Lame but meh, whatever floats my boat... I don't know how I am going to manage during the next year because saving money generally means not spending it, and that is what I have done a great deal of this year on gigs. I have been to soooo many this year and still have many to come... I am going to have to cut back now which to me is very hard because music is my flickering light...
...The music that you play lights up my world...