friendship
so i've come to the conclusion that I'm willing to go out of my way, and bail on things that I would much rather be doing in order to do things for my friends. I skip parties for school people, I miss going to something I had already planned, I don't do things that I would much rahter do, I stay out and do random things to kill time so I can go out with people when they need me...
Yet when I need my friends they're nowhere to be found. I mean I've done about 10 edge nights and lifenights and my supposed best friends haven't been to ONE of them. It's not even that they didn't come at 3:00 today... it's that they took on things, oohhh one whole letter, didn't do it, then didn't even bother to stay. They didn't go to one of my edge nights when I gave up my best friend from schools birthday party to be at their edge night to support them. I mean how much is a person expected to take?
I ask them to book off one day so we could go out after prom... did they? Of course not. Why would they? It doesn't really matter. I'm expected to drop everything and run for them, but they can't seem to do anything for me.
Story of my life.
Yet when I need my friends they're nowhere to be found. I mean I've done about 10 edge nights and lifenights and my supposed best friends haven't been to ONE of them. It's not even that they didn't come at 3:00 today... it's that they took on things, oohhh one whole letter, didn't do it, then didn't even bother to stay. They didn't go to one of my edge nights when I gave up my best friend from schools birthday party to be at their edge night to support them. I mean how much is a person expected to take?
I ask them to book off one day so we could go out after prom... did they? Of course not. Why would they? It doesn't really matter. I'm expected to drop everything and run for them, but they can't seem to do anything for me.
Story of my life.