Apr 20, 2006 16:46
so tonight i gotta take another drug test
ill pass
my recruiter is mad serious
i guess they know all about 420
and he didnt call til like just now
like id really smoke
whateva
and then tomorrow afternoon
i have to go to baltimore
sleep overnight
and take a test sat morning
AWESOME!!!!
so i wont be going to that show.
ugh.
im slipping away already
and it seems that already gone i think.
so much for making the most of my days
and making the best memories.
ho welllllll i guess its better that way? in the long run. short run i dont fucking know. i cant talk myself into feeling that way. its depressing.
but ill be more focused at least.
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