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Tonight I won't sleep, because then I won't dream. And those dreams are all about you, those tears on my pillow every morning are all about you. The clock blinks in at 2 AM, and I'm wondering what you're doing. Are you dreaming of me? Or has she already filled your head with empty promises? I know she'll break your heart, she'll make the earth crash beneath your feet. And I want so badly to tell you, but I want you to ache. I want you to feel lonely and broken, because that's what you did to me. And even after all of that I want you to love me again. I'd beg you for another chance if you saw me on my knees. But your eyes don't ever rest on me anymore, I think you see right through me. I think you ripped my chest wide open because my heart is still in your hands. I guess you played for keeps. I hope she kills you inside. You said you hoped that I'd forget you. And I told you "only when I forget how to breathe."