fuck this
so last night.. me and reyna hung out while thomas was with ricky working on his truck at his house at north.. then chandra called so we went and got her. later we were at pizza hut and ricky drove by ands he told us to go to his house at north. so we did. we came back into town like an hour later or so. and we found ricky again so we called him and he said to go out to his other house.. so we did.. we just hung out til me and chndra went and bought food. we came back out there and cooked and watched varsity blues and how high.. me, thmoas, and reyna were gonna stay but chandra was drunk and was all over ricky.. i dont know if she stayed or not ricky promised us all he wouldnt do anythnig cause he thinks shes gross. it just pissed me off though and it made me sad.. so i didnt really talk and i just layed on the floor. i fucking hate when people do that crap to me and back stab me like that..everyone knows howo much i like him.. i like cried...like ricky told me night before last.. jeni kept calling him.. blah blah and she ended up styaing out at his house.. it broke my heart.....and all i hear is were friends bullshit.. but whatever. it pised me off. anyway while i was laying on the floor ricky came and picked me up and dragged me across the reclikner til it flipped over.. then later while i was laying down again he came and layed on top of me.. and he is so boney he like crushed me. haha it was hot though. anyway me and reyna are gonna hang out today i reckon but not with chandra.. cause ill probably break both of her legs. but hopefully well see ricky.. like always. yay <3<3