Commen App-rehension?

Jan 23, 2007 00:27

I have about 7 months until I leave for college. For the first time since I left Bermuda I feel as though things might be going too fast. The problem I'm facing right now is what to do and how to act with the little time I have left. Part of me just wants to get through it as efficiently as possible and move on to college, but every time I step outside on a nice day and my eye catches a thing of beauty that voice pops into my head telling me to do as much as I can while I'm still around. I've always felt that change is good and nothing should stay the same for too long, but what if you might have unfinished business? I'm not even sure what I'm looking for. My greatest fear is that it may have been right in front of me in the past, and I pushed it away intentionally or unintentionally.

On some lighter notes, Studio 60 is still the best show on television. It's amazing how well you can connect with the characters and empathize with them. Also, daily exercising has been really paying off recently. I suppose there's some sort of silver lining. Even with all the doubt, I'm confident I still have a good deal of options left open to me. I hope.
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