Dec 18, 2004 07:58
It's 8 in the morning and i am up, I havn't slept at all. Tonight was the worst thing that's ever happened.
I had an anxiety attack times ten.
I really felt like i was having a heart attack.
I havn't cried like that in a long long long long time.
I really dont know. I just wish I could make you as happy as you make me.
i am possibly the sadest i have been in forever.