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so i have decided to write a short post simply to get my shit together.
life as of late has been slightly hectic, yet reliable. things are not really changing, and i am really just floating along waiting for something new to happen.
i am having a few problems relating to my emotional stability, but i am trying to convince myself that it is simply because i have been very strange about taking my medication. i'm just having issues feeling pleased with myself and/or anything i do. i'm stuck in a groove, a rut.
i am feeling optimistic, however, which should help to pull me through any mental muck.
part of me is really ready to graduate and go to college - to be amongst people with minds and souls; my peter pan complex keeps calling back to neverland, though. i think the goal will be to find a nice middle ground. really, more than anything, i want to grow. i feel like i have been dumbing down a bit in the past couple of months, simply due to lack of intelligent conversation. don't get me wrong, i enjoy silliness, but it must be an even balance. yin and yang, baby. yin and yang.
well, i really can't think of much else. i'm just struggling with some self-esteem issues, which will hopefully be overcome soon. they're actually many many years worth of self-esteem issues that are just now hitting me, haha.
GODDAMN IT IS HOT.
fin.
life as of late has been slightly hectic, yet reliable. things are not really changing, and i am really just floating along waiting for something new to happen.
i am having a few problems relating to my emotional stability, but i am trying to convince myself that it is simply because i have been very strange about taking my medication. i'm just having issues feeling pleased with myself and/or anything i do. i'm stuck in a groove, a rut.
i am feeling optimistic, however, which should help to pull me through any mental muck.
part of me is really ready to graduate and go to college - to be amongst people with minds and souls; my peter pan complex keeps calling back to neverland, though. i think the goal will be to find a nice middle ground. really, more than anything, i want to grow. i feel like i have been dumbing down a bit in the past couple of months, simply due to lack of intelligent conversation. don't get me wrong, i enjoy silliness, but it must be an even balance. yin and yang, baby. yin and yang.
well, i really can't think of much else. i'm just struggling with some self-esteem issues, which will hopefully be overcome soon. they're actually many many years worth of self-esteem issues that are just now hitting me, haha.
GODDAMN IT IS HOT.
fin.