May 12, 2005 09:20
so it's official, I've moved out of WG and i'm at home again. I dont know whether I like it or not yet, but the past few days have been ok, maybe thats b/c dad is out of town and mom is at work so i have the house to myself anyways. but work will start soon. I am really excited about my job this summer. jake is going to be so much fun to work with. i just hope that I dont get too burned out becasue i will be working 11 hour days, 4 days a week, not to mention sundays with mathew. we shall see. man i really want to go to the beach. but more than that i would like to get some sleep. we went dancing last night, but dancing is no fun when you ahve a migraine and a sick stomach. so i just stood there the whoel time and tried to remain upright. too bad whenever i watch guys dancing and pick out a cute one that i would go talk to he ends up being gay. i wonder why that is?? its just plain annoying. he was hot too. until i realized that he was walking around and only asking guys to dance. darn. lol. so currently i am running on aobut 3 hours of slee pso you will ahve to excuse the randomness of this entry. i am about to go shower and get this nasty club smell off of me before i retreat to bed. or maybe i will but some sunscreen on and go hop on a float in the pool. that would be a relaxing snooze. unless i slept for a really long time and got burned. oh. or fell off and drowned. maybe i'll stick to sleeping on dry land. i changed my oil yesterday and it wasnt even black, only brown with tinges of red. good car i have, not eating all my oil and making it really dirty. i was proud. and then i was amzed that all my tires were exactly the same pressure until i figured out that i just got chuck inspected so conwell probably filled up my tires for me for free. silly me. i ownder why i have to top off my antifreeze evrery 3,000 miles or so. maybe i have a leak, but i never see my car drippinga nd i check every time i get out. does that stuff evaporate out of my engine? i dont know. my car doesnt ever overheat tho, so i'll just keep topping it off as needed until something doesnt wrok. its the katie fool proof method. hehe. i really need to wash and wax my baby, but i am afraid that as soon as i do it will rain. it was already sprinkling this morning. i am cursed like that. whenever i clean my car, it rains on it. how rude! i'm so excited, if i get enough sleep today, then the hospital tonight should be aweseom. i'm pretty sure we will be having a birthday party for baby boy, since his birthday is tomorrow! He's going to turn 8! i'm so proud. i can't believe he made it! there were some times this winter when it wasn't looking so good, but by the grace of God, he has gotten better. now if only we could get him out of that horribly uncomfortable looking collar. hes such a sweet boy though. sigh :) thanks for all of you guys' prayers and good vibes. they really changed the tide in his health this winter. hmm i am tired but i want to read. dont you hate that?? i haVe lots to do, but no energy with which to do it. maybe i will go grab a 3 hour nap. that iwll bump up my toattl to 6 hours. i dont know how some people go without sleep for a long period of time. i owuld just pass out. mathew has gone for months w/o sleep, but i guess thats autism for ya. oh yeah, they are up at the national institute of health this week, so prayers and good thoughts are appreciated, becasue the doctors are trying to figure out what is wrong w/ tyler (his body is fading fast) and mathew seems to be having seizures. so they are doing full work ups and comparisons on both boys. they even have to get spinal taps. poor little kids. ok, i cant type staright anymore i'm goint o head to th shower and then catch some sleep. love to all. :)