Jun 07, 2007 15:29
Auntie called me early in the morning just as I was about to walk out of my hotel room - Granny is admitted to hospital. My tears dropped immediately & my heart sank.
My granny is someone I love dearly, sometimes I would say that I love her even more than I love my mum. She brought me up, brought me to school, waited school bus with me. She kept the drumsticks & chicken wings for me, even up to today. She is my very lovely grandma.
Just last week, I was telling Nigel that Granny has aged. She is a good 80 over years old. All along, I have always feared her leaving me. I know I won't be able to take it easy. I fear her getting sick because I don't want her to be in pain. She is too small in size to take those stuffs.
The doctor said she might be in the early stage of stroke. My mum & aunties admitted her to hospital this morning at 5am after seeing her not being normal. They said she can't hold a chopstick properly & can't pick a fishbone out from the bowl. Granny is not able to take solid food right now and she's going through tests & scans.
It sucks to be away from home right now and it sucks even more to have to leave immediately on Saturday after I return home.
It pains me, really.
I want to be home now, and I want to be just beside my granny.
life