Live, Love, DIE!
I think I must appear angry when I'm thoughtfull. Do I look mean? I mean I think the nicknames "bitch" and "child of darkness" and "satan" should have given me a clue but I thought I looked nice at the very least. Goddamnit! There goes that misconception, but I do so hate to smile when I'm not in a smiling mood. Fuck all that positive thinking. No matter how true it is I am who I am and that's not gonna change. Anyway, how did I get on this topic? Two strangers in one day (a week or so ago) told me someone as pretty/beautiful as you shouldn't look so angry. So yeah is that a message from God? Cause I don't believe in coincidences. Maybe it's my guardian telling me to be more upbeat! Damn! Even he has turned against me. But the simple fact I think we are all ONE BIG comsmic joke doesn't surprise me much...:)
All in all life is good. Can't complain. School is done. GPA of 3.5 (or 3.8 can't remember) so for that I am hap-hap-happy! Mostly I'm just ecstastic about being done and finally concentrating on my art once more. Maybe get back to my writing. I can't say I didn't enjoy this semester and that it wasn't a needed break from sitting on my ass but now I'll enjoy my long vacation all the more.
On a new and revolting topic I watched an episode of "The Swan" today to know if another sign of the apocolypse is true and well boys and girls the forecast is get your bikini's ready it's gonna be hot in hell. This show is probably the worst, most vulgar, disgusting, horrible thing I have ever seen and I have to give credit where credit is due: I didn't believe even FOX could come up with this shit but I'll admit it I was wrong. One of the women looked fucking good for 40! I'd be happy if I looked like her at that age. The problem was she had recently lost her brother, her husband and her job. She was simply emotionally drained and the bitches took total advantage of her. Thankfully she was strong enough not to do all of the surgery they suggested and guess what the fuckerz didn't let her go through the next round because the other woman was more "enthusiastic" aka: she was more of a willing hoe. BIATCHES!
I can't believe the shit people watch anymore. I'm just dumbfounded. I don't understand how reality t.v has become this huge wave of shit that everyone is so fucking taken with. I mean people call be bitchy and introverted but fuck I just long for a time when art and literature were the topics of controvery not what shoes what fucking Hollywood slut wore. Oooo it's green! She's so smart. Let's sell our soul to the devil and whorship her! I'm so sick of this shit. Let's all sell out souls to the media and the almighty dollar but having faith in any religion is considered weird and bizarre. Ewww you believe in God you must be a fanatic. BURN! Sheehs. I'll admit some folks are a little zealous and in a scary way but I'll be damned if I'll turn on religion because that's the FAD today. I don't follow trends. I actually use my brain. Omg! Someone shoot the individual she's trying to think for herself! Run!! She'll infect your brain with thoughts not programmed into her!!! Save the children!!
Heh. Yeah, mostly I find all of it funny. I'm sitting here chuckling actually. Yeah the world is pretty fucked up but I also have a positive outlook. I think that there is a miniscule chance we won't all die a horrible horrible death. I think there is a chance if we all pull our heads out of our ass that we might mature beyond a five year old's intellect. Shocked? I am too. But I have faith because I try to look at the world through unbiased eyes. Not through the eyes of my t.v screen but simply to look at the people that surround me. Most of them are pretty cool folks so yeah I think in the end most of us will be o.k. Now truthfully for some of you I'd like to own a crossbow but I guess that doesn't much matter because I love myself and my life too much to throw it away on your loserZ. Now I'm gonna go back to eating myself too death, owning a bunch of cats and defending a compost heap that it's bringing down the worth of the neighborhood with a shotgun. :) Peace y'all!
Maria (You crazy cannucks are so adorable!)
All in all life is good. Can't complain. School is done. GPA of 3.5 (or 3.8 can't remember) so for that I am hap-hap-happy! Mostly I'm just ecstastic about being done and finally concentrating on my art once more. Maybe get back to my writing. I can't say I didn't enjoy this semester and that it wasn't a needed break from sitting on my ass but now I'll enjoy my long vacation all the more.
On a new and revolting topic I watched an episode of "The Swan" today to know if another sign of the apocolypse is true and well boys and girls the forecast is get your bikini's ready it's gonna be hot in hell. This show is probably the worst, most vulgar, disgusting, horrible thing I have ever seen and I have to give credit where credit is due: I didn't believe even FOX could come up with this shit but I'll admit it I was wrong. One of the women looked fucking good for 40! I'd be happy if I looked like her at that age. The problem was she had recently lost her brother, her husband and her job. She was simply emotionally drained and the bitches took total advantage of her. Thankfully she was strong enough not to do all of the surgery they suggested and guess what the fuckerz didn't let her go through the next round because the other woman was more "enthusiastic" aka: she was more of a willing hoe. BIATCHES!
I can't believe the shit people watch anymore. I'm just dumbfounded. I don't understand how reality t.v has become this huge wave of shit that everyone is so fucking taken with. I mean people call be bitchy and introverted but fuck I just long for a time when art and literature were the topics of controvery not what shoes what fucking Hollywood slut wore. Oooo it's green! She's so smart. Let's sell our soul to the devil and whorship her! I'm so sick of this shit. Let's all sell out souls to the media and the almighty dollar but having faith in any religion is considered weird and bizarre. Ewww you believe in God you must be a fanatic. BURN! Sheehs. I'll admit some folks are a little zealous and in a scary way but I'll be damned if I'll turn on religion because that's the FAD today. I don't follow trends. I actually use my brain. Omg! Someone shoot the individual she's trying to think for herself! Run!! She'll infect your brain with thoughts not programmed into her!!! Save the children!!
Heh. Yeah, mostly I find all of it funny. I'm sitting here chuckling actually. Yeah the world is pretty fucked up but I also have a positive outlook. I think that there is a miniscule chance we won't all die a horrible horrible death. I think there is a chance if we all pull our heads out of our ass that we might mature beyond a five year old's intellect. Shocked? I am too. But I have faith because I try to look at the world through unbiased eyes. Not through the eyes of my t.v screen but simply to look at the people that surround me. Most of them are pretty cool folks so yeah I think in the end most of us will be o.k. Now truthfully for some of you I'd like to own a crossbow but I guess that doesn't much matter because I love myself and my life too much to throw it away on your loserZ. Now I'm gonna go back to eating myself too death, owning a bunch of cats and defending a compost heap that it's bringing down the worth of the neighborhood with a shotgun. :) Peace y'all!
Maria (You crazy cannucks are so adorable!)