my current state
Numb and broken, here I stand alone
Wondering what were the last words I said to you
Hoping, praying that I'll find a way to turn back time
Can I turn back time?
What would I give to behold
The smile, the face of love?
You never left me
The rising sun will always speak your name
Numb and broken, here I stand alone
Wondering what were the last words I said to you
It won't be long, we'll meet again
What would I give to behold
The smile, the face of love?
You never left me
The rising sun will always speak your name
It won't be long, we'll meet again
Your memory is never passing
It won't be long, we'll meet again
My love for you is everlasting
I mourn for those who never knew you
It won't be long, we'll meet again
Your memory is never passing
It won't be long, we'll meet again
My love for you is everlasting
...again. sorry guys. i'm just down...already. i woke up to a crying friend on my phone, needing my "wisdom". and i helped, i always manage to (seemingly when i'm not even awake all the way). and now i'm sitting here hating myself and not seeing motivation. i hate when i can't see it. i can tell myself that there are reasons to pick myself back up, but when you live here, and live with what i do/have, it gets hard to focus on positivity. to deal with everything day in and day out , constantly beinb reminded by people i want nothing more than love and support from, that i'm NOT wanted...it almost seems heopless sometimes. there are the people that i do love and that i know care, but when they're so far away, again it's hard. i'm not bitching, i'm not crying. i won't hear a word even resembling emo, btw...i have someone that i believe may love me unconditionally, oneday. i won't give up on that, because when i compare that to everything else...there isn't a damn thing that matters more. i'm sorry guys. i miss and love you all. *smiles and wipes away tears*
Wondering what were the last words I said to you
Hoping, praying that I'll find a way to turn back time
Can I turn back time?
What would I give to behold
The smile, the face of love?
You never left me
The rising sun will always speak your name
Numb and broken, here I stand alone
Wondering what were the last words I said to you
It won't be long, we'll meet again
What would I give to behold
The smile, the face of love?
You never left me
The rising sun will always speak your name
It won't be long, we'll meet again
Your memory is never passing
It won't be long, we'll meet again
My love for you is everlasting
I mourn for those who never knew you
It won't be long, we'll meet again
Your memory is never passing
It won't be long, we'll meet again
My love for you is everlasting
...again. sorry guys. i'm just down...already. i woke up to a crying friend on my phone, needing my "wisdom". and i helped, i always manage to (seemingly when i'm not even awake all the way). and now i'm sitting here hating myself and not seeing motivation. i hate when i can't see it. i can tell myself that there are reasons to pick myself back up, but when you live here, and live with what i do/have, it gets hard to focus on positivity. to deal with everything day in and day out , constantly beinb reminded by people i want nothing more than love and support from, that i'm NOT wanted...it almost seems heopless sometimes. there are the people that i do love and that i know care, but when they're so far away, again it's hard. i'm not bitching, i'm not crying. i won't hear a word even resembling emo, btw...i have someone that i believe may love me unconditionally, oneday. i won't give up on that, because when i compare that to everything else...there isn't a damn thing that matters more. i'm sorry guys. i miss and love you all. *smiles and wipes away tears*