safe place
ahhh so here i am, far away (not as far as i can be but..) just as far as i need to be. away from the arguing, yelling, screaming and fights at my house. i'm hoping it won't be my house for long, 'cus i can't deal with that shit on an everyday basis and expect not to have another heart attack, ya know? gahh..but it's nice to be here, safe and calm and happy. just to get away from "it all" (wow i sound old..lol) gives me time to get my temper back in order and back to my usual self. there are times i really don't mind living there, when things are quiet and peaceful between the inhabitants of my home, but for some reason, they don't like to stay that way. there always needs to be something. *le sigh*
as for things outside my house, life in general has been frustrating, yes but i've had a couple of wonderful loving friends that have helped me through this time. My wonderful, amazing beautiful and unconditional Purple Hippo, i owe you my life and sanity, as you've helped me keep a good hold of both, and taught me to be happy about it. My Nutter Butter, you've been the sweetest and loveable confection ever to me, and you know you always make me laugh...sometimes we just have WAY too much fun (flick Darth Vader for me LMAO ROFL) and i know for a fact that you LOVE driving with me and even that means enough. and of course, without fail, Doctor. by far one of the greatest humans i've ever been lucky enough to come in contact with. ohhhh SIR let's MAKE BABIES or...make a pizza sub. i'll teach you how to cook something i like eventually....love you all. see ya when i'm sane.
as for things outside my house, life in general has been frustrating, yes but i've had a couple of wonderful loving friends that have helped me through this time. My wonderful, amazing beautiful and unconditional Purple Hippo, i owe you my life and sanity, as you've helped me keep a good hold of both, and taught me to be happy about it. My Nutter Butter, you've been the sweetest and loveable confection ever to me, and you know you always make me laugh...sometimes we just have WAY too much fun (flick Darth Vader for me LMAO ROFL) and i know for a fact that you LOVE driving with me and even that means enough. and of course, without fail, Doctor. by far one of the greatest humans i've ever been lucky enough to come in contact with. ohhhh SIR let's MAKE BABIES or...make a pizza sub. i'll teach you how to cook something i like eventually....love you all. see ya when i'm sane.