It's a hard day's night....
My life is rated NC-17.
I really want this to be a long entry, but unfortunately I really need to get to sleep. I've done a lot of thinking. A lot of it relates to the gay scene that's been my life recently. Before I moved here, my life was completely different. I had a nice mix or guys and girls as friends. Some straight, most gay, but it was still a mix. It mainly was due to being involved in so many activities at school and being around people with different goals. I miss that a lot. Since I moved here, I've only really been around lots of gay people. My life has only consisted of gay men. And, that's kind of sad. No, actually, it's very sad. It frightens me that I was consumed by it. I've always been much more active than this and did things with my life.
Joining SAA last week was a really really great move for me. Mahi invited me to go to the ASU baseball game against Florida State Friday night. It was going to be a bunch of SAA people and other people as well. I met up with her and some of her friends. As soon as that happened, I started getting introduced to other people and so on. Then, we get to the game, and I had a fucking blast. We were down 0-1 for most of the game. Then, as if magic occurred. When does it change? Bottom of the 9th inning, ASU at bat. Two outs, bases loaded. Tuffy Gosewisch at bat. Not looking too good at that moment. The crowd on the edges of their seats. And, he nails the ball into the outfield, just skimming past an outfielder's glove. He brought two guys home, and the game ends. Ooooh. What an amazing night. Tuffy is the man! FYI, we went on to sweep Florda State two more games this weekend.
After that I got invited to a part in the Towers. It was fun. I made some of my secret punch and brought it over. It kicked everybody's ass and made me super popular;) Gotta love when that happens. I hung out with all these people and made a bunch of new friends. I guessed girls' bra sizes and only got it wrong once. And, I was only off by a cup size. 90% of women wear the wrong size bra anyway. Little tidbit from Andrew that night. Mahi also invited me to check out a group on campus called START. They help prospective students get a feel for the campus. They schedule tours, take them to classes with them, take them out to lunch, answer questions, and lots like that. I went to the informational session on Sunday, and I have my interview with them tomorrow night at 6:20. I hope it all goes well. Then, I'll have another embroidered polo from ASU:) Tons of fun!
Back to my original thing. I realized that I just needed to be away from gay people and back around successful, motivated people instead. Sometimes those two groups mix when there are successful and motivated gay people in these organizations, and I think those are the ones I should be including in my life. Not the slackers who aren't really doing things with their lives besides trying to find more and more gay people to date and whatnot. I realized I was so much happier in high school when I just accomplished things and felt proud about what I did. I was never really lonely, even when I was alone. And, that's what I'm going to have my life be like again.
I got invited to the Sigma Phi Beta frat party Saturday night, and I declined the invitation because I didn't want to be around the gay crowd. Instead, Chris and I went to Mill Ave. My first real time going drinking there. We went to Fat Tuesday's and had such a blast. I've forgotten how much fun straight bars can be. There is no pressure or worry about what other guys think or feel towards me. We had fun drinking and met two hot ass girls. They're were like Barbie dolls that came alive. They were hot. And they were cockteasing guys by dancing together on the dance floor. Of course all the straight boys were just too afraid to go dance with them because they are afraid of getting rejected. I just went up to them and started grinding. Then Chris and I bought them Jell-O shots. After that, the one I thought was hotter sniffed me and asked me if I had on Dolce and Gabbana cologne on. Of course I did, so that's how I replied. She just kept sniffing me and telling me that was her favorite cologne ever. It was sweet. Then she turned to her friend and said, and besides this guy is cool as hell because he was the only one who wasn't afraid to come dance with us out there. Then, the four of us went and danced some more. That's when the other girl told me that I was "the best white boy dancer" she's ever danced with. We were pretty fucked up by that point and it started to be time to go home. I went to say goodbye and the girl wouldn't let me leave. She made me come dance another song with her before I could go. That was sweeeeeeeeet. I love women sometimes. Especially recently. This damn human sexual behavior class. It's challenged me. I want to see if I can make a woman have multiple orgasms. LoL. I also want to keep practicing on having my own multiple orgasms. Cuz those are fun too:) Soon...really soon it needs to happen.
Speaking of Human Sexual Behavior, it's time to get to sleep, because I have an exam in that class tomorrow. I studied for like another three hours in the library today. I need to spend more time there, because I don't slack off and I actually do what needs to get done. Well, wish me luck with the exam and with my START interview. Time for sleepies right about.......NOW!