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once again you come into my life just to mess up everything i was fine i was ok not needing you not wanting you and then you show up like you always do and i was fighting the feelings back they were raging in me like no other and yet i kept my composure i kept it cool but deep down inside i wanted you and i wanted you to want me but you didnt want me you just wanted my body i am a fool for believing you ever felt like i did and now i just want you to leave i dont want to see you ever again because i know everytime i see you i will feel those feelings and ill be back in a place i never want to be so i wont say goodbye and i wont look you in the eyes i just want to see you get in your car and drive away far far away from me