Apr 19, 2005 17:20
THE PHILOSOPHY OF PEOPLE& LIFE(i wrote it in 4th& the last part in 5th)
Igonrance is bliss...maybe i would be happier if i PRETENDED everything was ok.if i PRETENDED my friends didnt ignore me. if i PRETENDED he loved me, or PRETENDED i didnt love him.lies&fakes surround us.is no one true to themselves?no one is real, not even i, as hard as i may try.if i go back to when i let people take advantage of me,& where i belieevd all the lies..all the people. very few people are trustworthy..sarah joys trustworthy..mikeys trustworthy..&you know if you have earned my trust or betrayed it.but this isnt our faults...we were raised this way..am i the only one who realizes this? or just the only one who has the courage to admit it?In a certain demension of our subconciousness, everyone tries to be something theyre not.movies, magazines; all seep into your mind manufacturing what& who you should be.Ive NEVER felt like i fit in.anywhere.with anyone.because i dont..no one understands my thoughts& feelings& no one is supposed to.i like being different, but i would like to be with people that have my mental intellect; people that think like me.I would neevr want them to live among us, just some time to talk..to someone..anyone...but maybe we should TRY.TRY to fight the lies..maybe LIFE IS A PUZZLE..so unpredictable..waiting to be solved little by little.I think ive made a breakthrough..take it to heart.think about it.from birth, weve been mimmicing everything& its become habbit, that we do it everyday..were so used to it&we dont even notice it.((this next part::thankyou patrick or i wouldnt have thought this..))On a different note, everyone has different measurements of this..some people have these manufatured thoughts stored in their deepest subconcious which is overtaken by a more shallow subconcious demension that seperates the originals from the obviously superficial; or seemingly original, of course, no one has ever been 100% original; adam& eve learned from animals.in this life, everyone has a manufactured mind but to certain extents for certain people, but we tae this manufactured knowledge& put our own spin on things which pulls us apart& makes us different.*most people have the manufactured view on beautiful..it is diffucult, but not completely impossiable for one to see the true beauty in things..i believe i may be one in the handful of people who have that gift to see withi9n eyes& see the true beauty in everyone& everything to a certain extent. thankyou..tell me your thoughts..((srry it was so long))