Hm.
Well, I know no one will read this, but whatever. I guess I don't really want anyone too. But one of my friends has been acting weird around me. For like, a year, at least. I guess at the beginning it wasn't weird considering the circumstances, but idk...there's so much I wanna talk to him about, but I know he'll just feel awkward to even be in a serious conversastion with me& not take it seriously or make me feel awkward so I'll just drop it. But idk. It always bothers me. I want to just talk to him. Without him taking it the wrong way. I talked to Hoffy about this, but not really anyone else. I talked to Effy about it a little too, but idk. I seriously think his maturity level has went down. If he's being weird all the time because of the fact we dated once like 2 or 3 years ago, that's messed up. Idk what's with him. But it gets on my nerves from time to time. &lately it's been on my nerves like white on rice. I wish he would grow up. Like, if he even read this he wouldn't say anything about it or try to talk it out. Ugh. It's like there's this barrier between us that he won't break down that some how keeps us from being actual friends. &we used to be best friends. Idkk. I don't know what to do. I really don't. I tell myself to just let it go, but it won't go awayyy. Whatever. -.- Effy just called so I have to go call him back. If anyone actually reads this, give me some advice if you'd like.
Later.
Later.