so anxious..
so for the past like week or 2, i've been wanting to get away from here.
i want to see what's REALLY out there.
i want new expriences, new people, new surroundings, new everything.
i just don't like it here. well i do, but then i don't.
maybe it's just a phase i'm going through right now.
but i really don't know to think or do.
things just are freaking out of control.
and i guess because i don't know how to deal with them,
that's reason i want to get away from here.
i keep telling myself, 6 more months till i get away for a LONG time!
damn, i think that's TOO long..:(
this feeling i have for someone,
i've only had it one other time in my life.
and that was way back in the day.
it's starting to come back again.
yeah, there was always a little "crush".
but, i'm beginning to realize these feelings aren't those little 3rd grade feelings anymore.
maybe these feelings are coming back because this person is so amazing and truly unbelievable.
maybe because he loves me for who i am..or atleast he says so.
maybe because it's when i'm with him, i never stop smiling.
or MAYBE, just MAYBE, it's because i have a little thing called "love" starting to take part.
and matter of fact, i kinda like it..:)
Erica and Michelle, i love you girls. so much.
we're going to grow old together. no doubt. YEP.
i've been really down on myself lately.
what's up with that?
needs to come to a stop.
i'm jamming out to Hootie and The Blowfish.
as Dana would say.."Hootie kicks bootie!" lol. retarddd.
this song just has so much meaning to me.
maybe it's because it's how i've been feeling lately.
She sits alone by a lamppost
Trying to find a thought that's escaped her mind
She says dad's the one i love the most
But stipe's not far behind
She never lets me in
Only tell me where's she's been
When she's had too much to drink
I say that i don't care i just run my hands
Through her dark hair and then i pray to god
You gotta help me fly away
And just...
Let her cry...if the tears fall down like rain
Let her sing...if it eases all her pain
Let her go...let her walk right out on me
And if the sun comes up tomorrow
Let her be...let her be.
This morning i woke up alone
Found a note by the phone
Saying maybe, maybe i'll be back some day
I wanted to look for you
You walked in i didn't know just what i should do
So i sat back down and had a beer and felt sorry for
Myself.
Let her cry...if the tears fall down like rain
Let her sing...if it eases all her pain
Let her go...let her walk right out on me
And if the sun comes up tomorrow
Let her be...let her be.
-solo-
Let her cry...if the tears fall down like rain
Let her sing...if it eases all her pain
Let her go...let her walk right out on me
And if the sun comes up tomorrow
Let her be...let her be.
Last night i tried to leave
Cried so much i just
Could not believe
She was the same girl i
Fell in love with long ago
She went in the back to
Get high
I sat down on my couch
And cried
Yelling oh mama please
Help me
Won't you hold my hand.
And
Let her cry...if the tears fall down like rain
Let her sing...if it eases all her pain
Let her go...let her walk right out on me
And if the sun comes up tomorrow
Let her be...let her be.
Let her cry...if the tears fall down like rain
Let her sing...if it eases all her pain
Let her go...let her walk right out on me
And if the sun comes up tomorrow
Let her be...let her be.
so i'm going to the mall tomorrow with Erica.
i love the mall. SO much. yipee.
tomorrow is MoRp too.
should be cool.
Me and Michelle shall make it fun.
YOU KNOW!
okay, i'm outtie scoutie.
okay, wtf did i just say?
i want to see what's REALLY out there.
i want new expriences, new people, new surroundings, new everything.
i just don't like it here. well i do, but then i don't.
maybe it's just a phase i'm going through right now.
but i really don't know to think or do.
things just are freaking out of control.
and i guess because i don't know how to deal with them,
that's reason i want to get away from here.
i keep telling myself, 6 more months till i get away for a LONG time!
damn, i think that's TOO long..:(
this feeling i have for someone,
i've only had it one other time in my life.
and that was way back in the day.
it's starting to come back again.
yeah, there was always a little "crush".
but, i'm beginning to realize these feelings aren't those little 3rd grade feelings anymore.
maybe these feelings are coming back because this person is so amazing and truly unbelievable.
maybe because he loves me for who i am..or atleast he says so.
maybe because it's when i'm with him, i never stop smiling.
or MAYBE, just MAYBE, it's because i have a little thing called "love" starting to take part.
and matter of fact, i kinda like it..:)
Erica and Michelle, i love you girls. so much.
we're going to grow old together. no doubt. YEP.
i've been really down on myself lately.
what's up with that?
needs to come to a stop.
i'm jamming out to Hootie and The Blowfish.
as Dana would say.."Hootie kicks bootie!" lol. retarddd.
this song just has so much meaning to me.
maybe it's because it's how i've been feeling lately.
She sits alone by a lamppost
Trying to find a thought that's escaped her mind
She says dad's the one i love the most
But stipe's not far behind
She never lets me in
Only tell me where's she's been
When she's had too much to drink
I say that i don't care i just run my hands
Through her dark hair and then i pray to god
You gotta help me fly away
And just...
Let her cry...if the tears fall down like rain
Let her sing...if it eases all her pain
Let her go...let her walk right out on me
And if the sun comes up tomorrow
Let her be...let her be.
This morning i woke up alone
Found a note by the phone
Saying maybe, maybe i'll be back some day
I wanted to look for you
You walked in i didn't know just what i should do
So i sat back down and had a beer and felt sorry for
Myself.
Let her cry...if the tears fall down like rain
Let her sing...if it eases all her pain
Let her go...let her walk right out on me
And if the sun comes up tomorrow
Let her be...let her be.
-solo-
Let her cry...if the tears fall down like rain
Let her sing...if it eases all her pain
Let her go...let her walk right out on me
And if the sun comes up tomorrow
Let her be...let her be.
Last night i tried to leave
Cried so much i just
Could not believe
She was the same girl i
Fell in love with long ago
She went in the back to
Get high
I sat down on my couch
And cried
Yelling oh mama please
Help me
Won't you hold my hand.
And
Let her cry...if the tears fall down like rain
Let her sing...if it eases all her pain
Let her go...let her walk right out on me
And if the sun comes up tomorrow
Let her be...let her be.
Let her cry...if the tears fall down like rain
Let her sing...if it eases all her pain
Let her go...let her walk right out on me
And if the sun comes up tomorrow
Let her be...let her be.
so i'm going to the mall tomorrow with Erica.
i love the mall. SO much. yipee.
tomorrow is MoRp too.
should be cool.
Me and Michelle shall make it fun.
YOU KNOW!
okay, i'm outtie scoutie.
okay, wtf did i just say?