decided to update.
ha, so it's been like a year since i've updated last.
nothing much has been really going on.
school is school.
softball is going fantastic.
mMm, LOVE my teammates..:)
friends are the best.
i've decided, because it is a "new" year, i'm going to become a "new" person. someone who doesn't look so much at what others think or say. a person who will become strong mentally/emotionally. a person who WILL stand up for themselves. i want to beable to feel good about myself, and i haven't been able to do that. i want to have that self-confidence that i see in so many other people. i just want to be happy and have more pride in myself. don't get me wrong, i'm not saying i hate or dislike myself. i just think there's room for some improvements.
can't find my glasses. ran out of contacts. hm, this isn't too good. haha. i'm a blind ass mutha fucker.
i don't get it. why do i want something that i know i can't have? it's so ridiculous that i'm holding on to something that is not worth my time. i guess you just can't help what your heart feels. but it sure does stink to be hurting. blah.
okay, so i wanted to write more, but i totally forgot what i was going to say.
hm, okay, i'm out this beast.
peace be with you.
nothing much has been really going on.
school is school.
softball is going fantastic.
mMm, LOVE my teammates..:)
friends are the best.
i've decided, because it is a "new" year, i'm going to become a "new" person. someone who doesn't look so much at what others think or say. a person who will become strong mentally/emotionally. a person who WILL stand up for themselves. i want to beable to feel good about myself, and i haven't been able to do that. i want to have that self-confidence that i see in so many other people. i just want to be happy and have more pride in myself. don't get me wrong, i'm not saying i hate or dislike myself. i just think there's room for some improvements.
can't find my glasses. ran out of contacts. hm, this isn't too good. haha. i'm a blind ass mutha fucker.
i don't get it. why do i want something that i know i can't have? it's so ridiculous that i'm holding on to something that is not worth my time. i guess you just can't help what your heart feels. but it sure does stink to be hurting. blah.
okay, so i wanted to write more, but i totally forgot what i was going to say.
hm, okay, i'm out this beast.
peace be with you.