it's like i'm on an emotional rollercoaster...
whenever you are sitting at home,
you ever just start to think?
you begin to think about your past?
about your future?
about the friends who have gone?
and the friends that are still around?
about the people you miss?
about the people you wish missed you?
about where is your place in this world?
and about who really means everything they say to you?
and if everytime someone said they loved you, you wonder if they meant it?
about how things would be right now, if they were still how they used to be with that one someone?
yeah, i find myself in that state of mind right now.
i guess it's okay in a way, but then it sucks.
because i begin to dig down deep, and begin to get myself all emotional.
sometimes, i just need a good cry.
and i guess that time is right now.
and just to send out some love: thanks to all my girls for never failing at making me smile. i love you..leigh, laken, dana, nichole, erica, erica c., stevie, natalie, kayla, byrd, jenna, jess, abby. you girls have my heart.
man, why do i feel so lonely?
oh wait, maybe because i am.
i just need a hug.
today, the retreat inspired me so much.
i'm changing my ways.
i'm going to try my hardest to better myself.
to try and make the others around me proud of me.
and most important, make myself proud.
i seem to forget to do that sometimes.
this sure was a negative entry.
kind of depressing, i'd say.
so God help me
keep me moving somehow
don't let me start wishing
i was with him now
i've made it this far
without crying a single tear
i'd sure hate to break down here...
you ever just start to think?
you begin to think about your past?
about your future?
about the friends who have gone?
and the friends that are still around?
about the people you miss?
about the people you wish missed you?
about where is your place in this world?
and about who really means everything they say to you?
and if everytime someone said they loved you, you wonder if they meant it?
about how things would be right now, if they were still how they used to be with that one someone?
yeah, i find myself in that state of mind right now.
i guess it's okay in a way, but then it sucks.
because i begin to dig down deep, and begin to get myself all emotional.
sometimes, i just need a good cry.
and i guess that time is right now.
and just to send out some love: thanks to all my girls for never failing at making me smile. i love you..leigh, laken, dana, nichole, erica, erica c., stevie, natalie, kayla, byrd, jenna, jess, abby. you girls have my heart.
man, why do i feel so lonely?
oh wait, maybe because i am.
i just need a hug.
today, the retreat inspired me so much.
i'm changing my ways.
i'm going to try my hardest to better myself.
to try and make the others around me proud of me.
and most important, make myself proud.
i seem to forget to do that sometimes.
this sure was a negative entry.
kind of depressing, i'd say.
so God help me
keep me moving somehow
don't let me start wishing
i was with him now
i've made it this far
without crying a single tear
i'd sure hate to break down here...