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everytime we talk i smile
it makes me happy that we are still able to communicate.
although i wish it was more then just communication
i wish it was that we were together again.
because everytime you text me..
it makes me feel like im one step closer to you
although we dont see eachother.
talking to you makes me survive the day.
i know it sounds pathetic
but i want it to last like this
because in my hopes..
one day we will be able to overcome everything
and the confusion may be washed away
but thats my dream world.
im not sure if anything will ever happen between us again
but we have been through alot together
so anything is possible
and that is how i look at things now
i have changed alittle
gained some weight
but with that...i hope your proud of me
no matter what happends
i want you in my life.
weather its me and you together again
or just becoming friends
i want it to work either way...
just want to let you know
that i miss your smile
your touch
your laughter
your sweetness
your personality
just everything about you
made me...me.
so again. what ever happends happends
and i will deal with what i am given
but this is just what im dreaming of
"Sometimes i just want to know what its like to be you"
"turn off the lights, and turn off the silence, cuz all of our moves make up for the silence. And oh the way, your makeup stains my pillow case.."
i still love you.