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[inside_out_048]

your really killing me inside.

and for all of you who believe it
i dont know what to think of you anymore

to think that i would do something this horrible
is just outrageous.

i dont understand it
do i really come off to you guys as some revenge seeking bitch?

i couldnt even think of something that horrible
i would never do anything to hurt him like that.
ever...

all i did was love him
aparently too much

i give up on trying to defend my self on what i know is the truth
believe what you want..

i dont care what you call me
or what you say about me
or even if you think its pathetic that im saying this here.

things went down the drain
and i dont know what i could have possibly done to cause all this

to you, i am sinceraly sorry that this has happend
who ever did it to you is a complete bastard
i do hope things get better for you

but i guess thats all i can say
since you wont speak a word to me