china-love part 40

Jun 13, 2006 19:59

it's happening.
it's really happening.

i'm gonna go to china.

on sunday i got my tesol certification. my presentation rocked. and now all there is to do is think of a million things and find a job. ive already starting looking for jobs and apts and ive been reading china's current events every night. i cant even tell you what's happening here but i can tel you what's happening there.

karin mentioned living together. and it makes me so happy to think of living with her there and maybe it makes me a little uneasy too incase i get my hopes up if it doesn't happen. it will be a billion times easier to move to a new country and get settled if i have a silly american sharing an apt with me.

ugh. but i have so much to think about. like inflation. and taxes. and health insurance. and visas. etc. before i go. it's daunting but i want this. hopefully ill be on a plane come sept/oct. hopefully i wont forget to consider something. hopefully ill be scared shitless and totally fall inlove with the sensation of being motivated by a little fear and alotta craziness.

i cant believe that im making this happen.
i cant even find words.
im really fucking excited!
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