and tear it apart.
uuuuuuuhhhghhgsjkfhdsa.
i didn't get any sleep last night. i finished reading at like, 2. wrote in my journal, finished that at 2:30. Sat awake for an hour and a half just sitting and hugging a pillow until four, finally went to sleep.
Woke up screaming.
Calmed down.
Went to sleep.
Woke up screaming *and* crying.
Drew all over my body with red marker.
Went back to sleep.
Woke up crying.
Went back to sleep.
was woken up an hour ago by the yells of my mother.
I did nothave a good night, I am miserable and I want to cut off my head. And I miss Kristen.
And Duia.
BOTH OF THEM GONE AT THE SAME FUCKING TIME!
I'm going to kill myself. *makes a bracelet*
And Josh. And Ami.
My life hates me.
;_;
Sorry about the complaining post. But it had to be said.
I never want to see those dreams again.
i didn't get any sleep last night. i finished reading at like, 2. wrote in my journal, finished that at 2:30. Sat awake for an hour and a half just sitting and hugging a pillow until four, finally went to sleep.
Woke up screaming.
Calmed down.
Went to sleep.
Woke up screaming *and* crying.
Drew all over my body with red marker.
Went back to sleep.
Woke up crying.
Went back to sleep.
was woken up an hour ago by the yells of my mother.
I did nothave a good night, I am miserable and I want to cut off my head. And I miss Kristen.
And Duia.
BOTH OF THEM GONE AT THE SAME FUCKING TIME!
I'm going to kill myself. *makes a bracelet*
And Josh. And Ami.
My life hates me.
;_;
Sorry about the complaining post. But it had to be said.
I never want to see those dreams again.