I ran upstairs with tears in my eyes,
I took a gun and a couple of knives,
As I loaded the bullets, I thought about you,
Would you even miss me?
Would you pull through?
However, I couldn't pull the trigger,
Unless people would understand,
So, I carved your initials deep in my hand,
The blood slowly dripped,
As the knife pierced my skin,
Slowly but painfully committed a sin,
I'm sorry I wasn't good enough,
Now I must go,
There goes the gun,
Nobody will ever know.......lj-cut>
lifes been pretty good.homecoming was saturday.me my sister my brother my sisters boyfriend dustin(who we flew out from new mexico just for homecoming.how cute!) clinton jessica dani and mary all went in to limo to the dance.we stayed for about 2 hours and then went to in and out.when we got our food we headed to the beach.such a long drive.clinton my sister and dustin fell asleep.it was funny.when we got to the beach we stopped and clinton got some coffee at this little cafe that was so cute (the cafe i mean).then we went and walked along the beach.me and clinton got tired so we walked back to the limo.the driver opened the moon roff so me and clinton layed on the seat and looked at the stars.i miss being about to see them so well.anyway.then we went home.me and clinton went and saw him dad.it was sooo funny.i love his dad!but all in all it was a good night.sharon i hope u and chris had a good night.everyone looked great.i love you.♥♥♥