Sep 08, 2005 12:48
Okay, so I'm not going to spend too much time on this today. I don't really feel like it, but it's been a week so I thought I'd better throw something in.
I am absolutely bored out of my mind! I'm going to see Jimmy on the weekend of the first of October. He's paying for everything. But now I'm picking myself apart. Like am I skinny enough? Is my hair okay? I hate that. So, I'm not going to cancel on him. He's such a cutie and really really smart. As long as he keeps his "I need you"'s to himself it'll be fun. But he's paying for either flight or train to and from and hotel room. Oh, and food too. He said he wanted to make sure I was comfortable with everything.
Still seeing Grant. I think on our next date I'll tell him what bothers me about his dating style. Jillian knows what the problem is... lol. Definitely lost interest in Shane fast. And I'll ALWAYS be interested in Crash... but I'm letting him go at his own pace.
Oh, I have to make a note on Shane. I've never seen someone put his foot in his mouth so fast. So, I hadn't talked to him in like two months, because we were playing phone tag. I finally got ahold of him. And he asks me if I'm still looking good... what?! so immediately realizing that it was a stupid question he tries to cover... well, even if your arm had been ripped off you'd still be hot. let me restate that... if my arm had been ripped off! he says... you're still my girl. whoa! okay, back off like thirty steps! I'm no one's "girl". So we went for coffee and it became very apparent... all good looks, no brains. lol. you live, you learn.
Spent Monday night with Crash. That guy can kiss! But I've already said too much about his kissing ability.
Oh, last week! I woke up for work and went to seven eleven. When I came out I felt something under my door handle. A $100 bill! I have my thoughts on who did it, and I'm eternally grateful. I was able to buy all my meds with it and I didn't think I was going to be able to afford it for a long time. All I can say is THANKS!
Yesterday I went to see Herbie at the cheapy shows all by myself! I'm such a dork! But it was a cute movie. Then I went back that night and watched Madagascar, again by myself. Grant wanted to come, but I've been needing some time to just cheer myself up. I might do it again tonight. I know, I'm a dork.
Anyway, that's all. I guess I put alot in here for not wanting to.