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alright, so here goes, im gonna go ahead and warn you, this isnt going to be ShOrT and SwEeT at all..but i am going to get my point across and if you wanna argue with me, so be it, ill be ready.
over the past couple weeks i have noticed how "friends" really act. girls in high school are so so brutal. everytime they claim to be best friends with someone, but then when they arent around that person, they completely slam there about every single thing. i mean its absolutely ridiculous, im not saying i dont talk about people, i think we all fall victim to that, so in NO WAY am i trying to glorify myself here. im just saying i got tired of listening to it every single day. all i heard over and over was bickering.
seriously girls get a life!
i mean, lets look at things here, if you have absolutely nothing better to do than to slam your so-called best friends, you need a life. and i pray for you...find out who you want to be and what you want to be. i have learned first hand that high school is brutal. ive watched so many of my "bestfriends" become "popular" and still associate with me, but it stops there. we dont hang out on the weekends, we dont call each other everynite to discuss silly stuff...none of that happens.
whew ok, so i simply stated at lunch, how i hated two-faced, i dont know if it helped, but it helped me realize how strong of a person i was and that im not afraid at all of what these people think of me, sure i love them, but im not gonna say im best friends with someone just so i can be considered popular because 9 times outta 10, when i get to be best friends with this person, when im away, they are just gonna tlak about how i didnt wear the right jeans, or im hanging out with the wrong type of guy (aka not popular, not a jock)
this is gonna bring me to my influences....(in no particular order)
1. my mom- my mom to me is a huge influence, she is such a hard-working mother and a wife. she never never stops giving love. shes always on the go, whether it be taking me to hang out with a friend, or do an errand or cooking dinner, she never stops, i hope i can be half as strong of a mother, wife, daughter friend, and person as she is when i grow up.
2.kelley sherrod-my goodness, i would be a slimeball without this girl, she has been my backbone since kindergarten, i depend on her so much, whether it be her listening to my sob stories for hours on end on the phone, or her watching selena live, i have never forgotten one nite that i have spent with her. through highschool kelley is gonna be the one person that i can be true with and that can in turn be true with me.
3.lindsey silver-wow, ive known you for a little over a year i guess, you have quickly risen to my influence list, you amaze me, you are such a strong person, you dont stand for anything when someone is putting you down or making fun of you. i wish so much to be like you in that aspect.
4.kristin-mmm nothing but sisterly love, amazing right there, no matter whether we are the maddest people in the world or the most loving, i know i can always count on you to be my one "true friend" you are such a strong person and i love that and respect that about you, all growing up i wanted to be just like you and now that you are gone away at college some days its hard for me to function knowing you arent gonna be there to run up and give me a bear hug at the end of the day, i love and admire you.
5. paige miller- i miss our friendship, although we are still strong, i miss how close we use to be, no matter what i will always look up to you, you are the type of girl who doesnt care what people think, you dont care that your hairs a mess or you arent wearing the latest fashion or lisnteing to the coolest music, you are strong in what you believe in and i admire your strength.
6.oprah winfrey-geez, that girl is amazing, i cant remember a show where my heart hasnt fluttered, shes amazing, this woman has so much love in her heart to just give away thousands of dollars to help those less fortunate, i mean i wish people would remember me as trying to be the best friend like oprah, thatd be amazing...
holy cow, im done. comment if you wish, im open to anything.