i can't be generous any more

Oct 31, 2006 22:59

i just looked at my bank account and it went from $1000 to $350 in three weeks O.O

luckily i have another $600 stored away, but i still have to pay rent this month. so i got $950 without any source of income until next semester's financial aid comes in late in january. i gotta come up with rent ($390), bill money for two months (about $160) and food money progressively until then. eeek! =[

let the hustling begin! pawning shit, selling plasma, psychology studies. things should hopefully turn out alright.

but i'm fuckin' nervous. it's times like these i wish i had shawn, jonathan, joshua and roy to hang with. they understand what's up with the what better than anyone i know. what i wouldn't give for a frosty early morning trip with roy to the plasma center. listening to some NOFX as we get down from the car, watching our breath in the air as we walk semi-nervously through the double doors, into the waiting room, past the 30 people waiting, nursing their worries with a handful of pretzles, their diverse and interesting stories on the tips of their tongues.

an adventure to look forward to... but i gotta go it alone =[
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