[fanmix] lust;
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Lust;
A Donghae/Eunhyuk Fanmix
01 For Your Entertainment - Adam Lambert
Oh, do you know what you got into?
Can you handle what I’m ’bout to do?
‘Cause it’s about to get rough for you.
I’m here for your entertainment.
Hyukjae closes his eyes tightly even as he painstakingly swallows the moan at his throat. It's unbearable. The feeling, the sensation of his pants tight enough around him. Occasional brush from the other's hand makes his stomach clenches ticklishly. Hyukjae hears him whisper, awfully close to his ear, Can you handle it? Handle me? before he feels teeth closing over his lobe, tugging. No. Yes. He doesn't know, doesn't want to know. He lets out a choked groan and yanks the other's collar down as an answer. He lets their lips brush against each other, liking the feeling of it. It takes everything he has not to beg right there and then. Hyukjae feels his heart aches when the other smiles, bright enough to light the dark noisy place with a hint of smugness and excitement in it, sees the changes when his eyes darken with intent. I'm Donghae, he hears the other whispers as he's being dragged to the private booth. Donghae, he thinks before he feels the squeeze and stops thinking altogether.
02 Too Close - Blue
Baby when we're grinding I get so excited.
Ooh, how I like it I try but I can't fight it.
Oh, your dancing real close plus real real slow.
You're making it hard for me.
Close he was too damn close. Hyukjae cursed, low and intent. He cursed even as his own hand managed to find its way to Donghae's hips. He cursed again, halfheartedly this time. He saw the same reluctant lust mirrored in Donghae's eyes and he felt a little better. He wasn't alone in this. Nope. he wasn't, he thought when he felt a poke against his butt, hard as steel. God knew he fought, he had tried to fight it, and failed like he had so many times before. Hyukjae danced then, letting it go, mirroring Donghae's movements until they were skin to skin against each other. He knew like he knew his own name, that later they would ask their girlfriends to go, have some girls' night, have some fun, while they lock themselves up in his apartment.
03 Give Me Everything (Tonight) - Pitbull ft. Ne-yo
Tonight I will love love you tonight.
Give me everything tonight.
For all we know we might not get tomorrow.
Let's do it tonight.
I can’t promise tomorrow.
But I promise tonight.
I love you, I love you, I love you, you say in the moment of heat like they are true. I love you too, you hear him reply, but his eyes give out nothing. They don't hurt you, you think fiercely. You kiss him, more of a brush against lips than a show of feelings. They don't matter, you think. He smiles, cocky and hungry, but you don't feel anything, you say to yourself. You feel your heart clenches when you feel him, hard and hot inside. They are nothing but ecstasy and excitement you insist, not knowing any better. When you feel the sheets move and he away, you pray it doesn't matter even as your tears are wetting your pillow.
04 Top of the World - The Cataracs
Boy you know you get me high.
Won't you take me for a ride?
Tell me where u want to go.
Tell me where u want to go.
Hyukjae knows it's wrong. Hell, he can even see the judgement in his eyes, those big inquiring eyes that never fail to make his own heart trip. Aren't you a bad guy now? those eyes ask every time. Hyukjae doesn't even deny, not aloud, so he just stares, right to those mocking eyes, and holds them there. I know it. He wants to go away, shake his head at the invitation of a smile and walk away. He tries to open his mouth to say the words, Go away, I'm not like you but the next thing he knows, he's groaning, moaning, begging and cursing. Hyukjae wants to curse, want to tell the other to fuck the hell off, but all that comes out are, Take me.
05 Love Sex Magic - Ciara ft. Justin Timberlake
All night show with just you and the crowd.
Doin' tricks you've never seen.
And I bet that I can make you believe.
In love and sex and magic.
Are you ready? You say in that cheerful voice of yours I like so much. Yeah. Yeah, I am, I whisper, nerves in my gut. You laugh then, the clear laughter you let out when things amuse you. Yeah, right you mock. But then you smile and kiss me lightly on the lips, not knowing how it eases my nervousness instantly. You're nervous, you murmur, amused. Don't be. You tug at my arms, pulling me into you, until I can't feel anything but you, think about nothing but you. I don't know how you handle it, handle the stage fright every time you go out there, wearing nothing but colorful paints on. How you manage the piercing stares of the audience, the harsh lighting from above you and the criticism they cast. Don't worry about them, just look at me, you say as we walk together towards the curtain. I'm afraid I'll ruin this up, ruin your performance, making a fool of ourselves. Just look at me, you repeat, and when the curtain goes up, I can't notice anything but your naked body contorting beside of my mirroring body.
author's note: my muse comes back at such unexpected time. bleh :| you can call this a mini fanmix i guess..