(no subject)
Finally home for the summer.
Currently, no job.
I never write here anymore.
I never write anywhere.
Oh well.
Graduation was on Saturday.
That makes me, officially, a senior.
Being an Academy senior was strange and slightly depressing, but somehow low pressure.
I mean, the academy was never LOW pressure, but... comparatively.
At the acad, it was just juniors and seniors, so, by the time you are seniors, you have a super close group of friends, and you know the incoming juniors are going to be stupid and annoying, and they SHOULD be looking up to you, but they won't, because they are stupid and annoying.
And then, I KNEW what my diploma was going to be. I couldn't fuck it up, unless I was struck by the plague and fell into a coma for my second semester.
Being a senior at college...
I still don't know shit.
I feel incompetent, because I'm pretty sure it is impossible to turn my 3.2 GPA to a 3.5 in 2 semesters, and I want to graduate cum laude, damn it.
And I want departmental honors too.
I AM SUPPOSED TO BE AN OVER-ACHIEVER AND I AM JUST FUCKING AVERAGE.
/insecurity.
Currently, no job.
I never write here anymore.
I never write anywhere.
Oh well.
Graduation was on Saturday.
That makes me, officially, a senior.
Being an Academy senior was strange and slightly depressing, but somehow low pressure.
I mean, the academy was never LOW pressure, but... comparatively.
At the acad, it was just juniors and seniors, so, by the time you are seniors, you have a super close group of friends, and you know the incoming juniors are going to be stupid and annoying, and they SHOULD be looking up to you, but they won't, because they are stupid and annoying.
And then, I KNEW what my diploma was going to be. I couldn't fuck it up, unless I was struck by the plague and fell into a coma for my second semester.
Being a senior at college...
I still don't know shit.
I feel incompetent, because I'm pretty sure it is impossible to turn my 3.2 GPA to a 3.5 in 2 semesters, and I want to graduate cum laude, damn it.
And I want departmental honors too.
I AM SUPPOSED TO BE AN OVER-ACHIEVER AND I AM JUST FUCKING AVERAGE.
/insecurity.