Jun 06, 2005 23:43
Ben, I'm not sure if you ever meant it this way, but I think one of the most important things you have impressed upon me is our inanity. My hair, your hair, your glasses, my ass... I have not had a Deep Johnnie Conversation now in almost two weeks and it feels amazing.
I have been reading Tony Hillerman. That is how much fun I'm having.
And I can tell that I'm not longer psycho-depressed and also getting over Adam because I'm back in love with all sorts of really wonderful people again. I would like to marry them all except generally they're not in love with me.
The other night my dad and I heard the helicopter coming in. It was really late. Today I found out that there was, in fact, a clash between rival bootleggers. This guy had his house surrounded and shot through with an AK-47. Today in the parking lot there were about 20 undercover policemen using I-House as their staging area because they'd heard the instigators were up the road somewhere.
I'm going to get an ass and then I can be a rapper and sing about motherfuckers and the Reservation. "Gonna kill you, commit suicide, and then kill you again..."
Yeah...