Sorositute
Alright, well I haven't updated in a while.
[i've been busy.]
Life has been strange in the past couple of months.
[school. hospital. antibiotics. drink. smoke. party. friends. boys. fun. fun. fun.]
I'm not used to this.
[college is what i thought it would be, but better.]
I am wearing myself thin is some ways and over indulgeing in others.
[almost as many as the number of this month. craziness.]
I want a new LJ code so I can speak freely about things.
[people i want to speak freely about read this. and i don't like that.]
I've got to go run errands. Maybe I'll write a better entry some other time.
[walgreens. glaze under fire. hospital.]
did i mention devon sent me a letter apologizing and i want to believe his sincerity. i watch myself and him though. we're dangerous. like fireworks. amazing, beautiful, but so violent and deadly. we're finally at the point that we can just talk and give each other honest opinions and advice. i trust in him that he would never give me advice that he knows would be in my worst interest. he's in one of his uber christian stages but i hope he stays like that for his own sake. too bad i can't seem to follow his lead anymore. i may be going up to tally soon. just for a visit with jeff and lindz. devon will be there, but i am too scared to see him. we'll see.
[i've been busy.]
Life has been strange in the past couple of months.
[school. hospital. antibiotics. drink. smoke. party. friends. boys. fun. fun. fun.]
I'm not used to this.
[college is what i thought it would be, but better.]
I am wearing myself thin is some ways and over indulgeing in others.
[almost as many as the number of this month. craziness.]
I want a new LJ code so I can speak freely about things.
[people i want to speak freely about read this. and i don't like that.]
I've got to go run errands. Maybe I'll write a better entry some other time.
[walgreens. glaze under fire. hospital.]
did i mention devon sent me a letter apologizing and i want to believe his sincerity. i watch myself and him though. we're dangerous. like fireworks. amazing, beautiful, but so violent and deadly. we're finally at the point that we can just talk and give each other honest opinions and advice. i trust in him that he would never give me advice that he knows would be in my worst interest. he's in one of his uber christian stages but i hope he stays like that for his own sake. too bad i can't seem to follow his lead anymore. i may be going up to tally soon. just for a visit with jeff and lindz. devon will be there, but i am too scared to see him. we'll see.