Stolen Like A Kiss
CURRENT...
[Current Clothes]Black Express tank top & Abercrombie Pj pants
[Current Mood] I feel alright. A bit tired, but alright.
[Current Music] Ben Harper
[Current Taste] I need to brush my teeth. My mouth tastes bad to me.
[Current Make-up] Powder, mascara, and lipstick.
[Current Hair] Down and straightened
[Current Annoyance] There's a shit load of safety glass right outside my apartment door and I don't know where the hell it came from. I had OCPD come check it out, but they couldn't figure it out either.
[Current Smell] Chanel No. 5 coming off of my Eiffle Tower lamp's bulb
[Current Favorite Artist] Ben Harper. Jack Johnson.
[Current Desktop Picture] 1 Corinthians 13: 4-7, 13 written beautifully with some roses and flowers also on it.
[Current Favorite Group(s)]Led Zeppelin
[Current Book You're Reading ] I just finished reading I Was Amelia Earhart by Jane Mendelsohn
[Current CD in CD Player] Ben Harper's new album
[Current Color Of Toe Nails] Teal. They've been the same color since Prom.
[Current Refreshment] Bottled water that I keep by my computer for when I'm on it and thirsty.
[Current Worry] My summer school schedule and Devon leaving.
FAVORITE...
[Food] Japanese style vegetables.
[Drink] Sparkling water ie; Perrier or San Pellegrino
[Color] Pink
[Album] Jack Johnson- Brushfire Fairytales album
[Shoes] My black wedge heels with the front pulled together in the middle. they were inexpensive and are so comfortable. Or my Reef sandles.
[Candy] Jolly Rancher
[Animal] Bush baby
[TV Show] The Simpsons
[Movie] There's so many, but I'll just say Seven to make this quicker.
[Dance] I love cajun dancing
[Song] Gone by Jack Johnson
[Vegetable] Brocoli
[Fruit] Cherries or Watermelon
[Cartoon] Cowboy Bebop
ARE YOU...
[Understanding] Yes.
[Open-minded] Yes.
[Arrogant]At times, I'm sure, but I try not to be. Usually it only comes out when I'm covering for another more serious emotion like pain or sadness.
[Insecure] At times.
[Interesting] I'd like to think so.
[Random] Sometimes
[Friendly] Very much so.
[Smart] Yes.
[Moody] Not unless I have a reason. I'm not one of those people that just gets into moods without a rational reason.
[Childish] Not in the bad way.
[Independent] Yes, very. Except when it comes to my source of money.
[Hard working] I will have to be from here on out.
[Organized] Sort of.
[Healthy] Yes, but I'm trying to become more healthy.
[Emotionally Stable] I suppose. There are still a few things that could make me break, but otherwise I'm good.
[Shy] Sort of, but it's more that I don't really like making small talk with stangers.
[Difficult] At times.
[Attractive] I guess.
[Bored Easily] I can usually find something to occupy me.
[Messy] Sometimes, but not really anymore.
[Thirsty] At the moment, yes.
[Responsible] Yes.
[Obsessed] Not at the moment, but sometimes I can be obsessive about situations and such.
[Angry] Not right now.
[Sad] A little. Devon is leaving soon.
[Happy] At this moment I'm just kind of blah. I'm more tired than anything else.
[Hyper] Not right now.
[Trusting] Yes, until someone does something to make me regret it in the first place.
[Talkative] Yes.
WHO DO YOU WANT TO...
[Kill] Murder is a sin, but if it wasn't then I'd say Ms. Meyers [my math teacher in senior year]
[Slap] Ms. Meyers.[she deserves it big time.] Aubrey [a disgusting girl whom i have horrible memories of.] Devon [i owe him it for every time he deserved a slap, but didn't recieve one.] Danny. [for being such a prick to me cause of some homo man-love jealousy issues he has.] Rachel P. [ for telling lies about me and thinking she's on some other plain of exsistance where reality and bullshit are the same thing.]
[Get Really Wasted With] Joey. Devon. Peji.
[Get High With] Joey. Devon. Peji.
[Look Like] Charlize Theron. The Host of the TV show Dog Eat Dog
[Talk To Offline] Joey. BS Humor. Jeff in NC.
[Talk To Online] I don't have an answer really. Anyone, I suppose.
JUST CURIOUS...
[My Name Is] Samantha Pearle H....d
[In The Morning I Am] Asleep until roughly 10am
[All I Need Is] Faith, compassion and devotion.
[Love Is] God and his care for us.
[I'm Afraid of] Sadness
[I Dream About] All sorts of things while sleeping. & only a few things while awake.
[What Hurts the Most, Physical Pain or Emotional Pain] Emotional.
[How Many People Are On Your Buddylist] Fourty-five
WHICH IS BETTER...
[Coke or Pepsi] Coke
[Flowers or Candy] Flowers
[Tall or Short] It depends what the situation is.
WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX...
[What do you notice first] Eyes, face, hair and build.
[Last person you slow danced with] Eddie [my prom date.] or Devon. [honestly i can't remember which.]
[Worst question to ask] "Are you a virgin?
WHO...
[Makes you laugh the most] Parisa. Kat. Devon.
[Makes you smile] Parisa. Kat. Devon. [when he's not being a complete jerk.] Sarah. Peji.
[Gives you a funny feeling when you see them] Joey [sort of still.] Devon. [i'm always cheerful to be spending time with him.] Peji. [cause of our past situations.]
[Who do you have a crush on] No one really. There's a boy that lives downstairs from me who is a HOT boy. His name is Chris, but I don't know much more than that about him.
[Who has a crush on you] No one that I know of. PJ wans some again, but that's not a crush. That's hormones.
[Is easiest to talk to] Parisa. Kat. & Devon. [he has an amazing way of listening at times.]
DO YOU EVER...
[Sit on the internet all night waiting for someone special to I.M. you?] Not particuarly.
[Save AOL/AIM conversations] Yea, sometimes. They make for interesting reads later.
[Wish you were a member of the opposite sex] Yes. I'd love to know what it's like being a boy. It seems like it's totally different than being a girl.
[Cry because of someone saying something to you] It's happened before.
HAVE YOU EVER...
[Pictured your crush naked] Yea, I guess.
[Actually seen your crush naked] Yea.
[Been in love] Yes.
[Cried when someone died] Yes.
[Lied] Yes, who hasn't?
[Fallen for your best friend] Yes. It always seems to be that way for me.
[Been rejected] Yes.
[Rejected someone] Yes.
[Used someone] Yes. Peji.
[Been cheated on] Yes. [ this question makes me want to vomit.]
[Done something you regret] Very much so. [everything happens for a reason though, so that helps me cope with things sometimes.]
LAST PERSON...
[You Touched] Devon
[You Talked to] My Father
[You Hugged] I'm not sure about this one.
[You Instant Messaged] Parisa
[You Yelled At] My Mom
[You Kissed] Devon.
[You Talked To On The Phone] My Dad.
[You Laughed With] Parisa and Fadia
DO YOU/ARE YOU/COULD YOU...
[Smoke Cigarettes] I have before, but I've never been an addict. So, no.
[Obsessive] Sometimes
[Live Without the Computer] I could, but I wouldn't want to.
[Color Your Hair] I used to just dye it blonde, but now I just get highlights.
[Ever Get Off the Damn Computer] Yes.
[Habla Espanol] Not well, but a little.
[Drink Alchohol] Not any more. I've been nineteen days clean and sober.
[Like Watching Sunrises or Sunset] Yes, but I think both are sort of sad. Beautiful but sad.
NUMBER...
[Of times you have had your heart broken] Probably at least 5 major times. Some people are repeat affenders.
[Of hearts you have broken] A couple I'm sure here and there along the way.
[Of guys you have kissed] 20+
[0f girls you have kissed] 10+
[Of continents you have lived in]One
[Of good friends] 3 or 4
[Of CDs that you own] Too many to count.
[Of scars on my body] Once again, too many to count.
[Of things in my past that I regret]I don't know. I hate these 'regret questions'. Regret is a useless emotion. What's done is done. It can not be undone. Ask for forgiveness for them, but do not stress over what's already happened. God knows where your heart and mind were at during it. He knows the true you.
I VERB...
I KNOW: that I am blessed.
I WANT: to be reassured that I am loved by someone every single day.
I HAVE: given my all to make others happy.
I WISH: I had an enormous amount of money to do wonderful things with.
I HATE: the feeling of jealousy and spitefulness.
I MISS: Devon already & he's not even gone yet.
I FEAR: that I am not the best person I can be & Devon completely forgetting I exsist in the World.
I HEAR: certain words, spoken by certain people over and over in my head sometimes.
I WONDER: if I'm going to be happy during my time in college & if Devon will be as well.
I REGRET: not cultivating musical talent within myself when I was little.
I LOVE: God. All the wonderful people of this world. My family. My friends. My enemies. Amazing music like Ben Harper. Devon for opening my eyes to so much. Smiling through tears and circumstance because I know that everything will be alright.
I ACHE: inside so bad sometimes it feels like my chest is going to collapse onto my troubled heart
I CARE: for so many people inspite of their faults and flaws. They're all beautiful to me because I love them.
I ALWAYS: try to look on the bright side.
I AM NOT: the type of person to turn their back to a person in a time of need.
I DANCE: to have fun.
I SING: when no one is listening.
I CRY: for many reasons. Sadness. Happiness. Frustration. Faith. Passion. God's eternal love.
I DO NOT ALWAYS: do what other's expect from me.
I FIGHT: to keep myself from giving in to temptation.
I WRITE: as a release of thoughts and emotion.
I WIN: when I don't lose.
I LOSE: my car keys for short periods of times.
I CONFUSE: myself sometimes.
I LISTEN: when other people speak.
I CAN USUALLY BE FOUND: listening to music. talking online. running around doing good deeds.
I NEED: a boy who is selfsacrificing, devoted, funny, easy-on-the-eyes, and loving.
I AM HAPPY: most of the time
I SHOULD HAVE: started praying everyday much much sooner in my life.
[Current Clothes]Black Express tank top & Abercrombie Pj pants
[Current Mood] I feel alright. A bit tired, but alright.
[Current Music] Ben Harper
[Current Taste] I need to brush my teeth. My mouth tastes bad to me.
[Current Make-up] Powder, mascara, and lipstick.
[Current Hair] Down and straightened
[Current Annoyance] There's a shit load of safety glass right outside my apartment door and I don't know where the hell it came from. I had OCPD come check it out, but they couldn't figure it out either.
[Current Smell] Chanel No. 5 coming off of my Eiffle Tower lamp's bulb
[Current Favorite Artist] Ben Harper. Jack Johnson.
[Current Desktop Picture] 1 Corinthians 13: 4-7, 13 written beautifully with some roses and flowers also on it.
[Current Favorite Group(s)]Led Zeppelin
[Current Book You're Reading ] I just finished reading I Was Amelia Earhart by Jane Mendelsohn
[Current CD in CD Player] Ben Harper's new album
[Current Color Of Toe Nails] Teal. They've been the same color since Prom.
[Current Refreshment] Bottled water that I keep by my computer for when I'm on it and thirsty.
[Current Worry] My summer school schedule and Devon leaving.
FAVORITE...
[Food] Japanese style vegetables.
[Drink] Sparkling water ie; Perrier or San Pellegrino
[Color] Pink
[Album] Jack Johnson- Brushfire Fairytales album
[Shoes] My black wedge heels with the front pulled together in the middle. they were inexpensive and are so comfortable. Or my Reef sandles.
[Candy] Jolly Rancher
[Animal] Bush baby
[TV Show] The Simpsons
[Movie] There's so many, but I'll just say Seven to make this quicker.
[Dance] I love cajun dancing
[Song] Gone by Jack Johnson
[Vegetable] Brocoli
[Fruit] Cherries or Watermelon
[Cartoon] Cowboy Bebop
ARE YOU...
[Understanding] Yes.
[Open-minded] Yes.
[Arrogant]At times, I'm sure, but I try not to be. Usually it only comes out when I'm covering for another more serious emotion like pain or sadness.
[Insecure] At times.
[Interesting] I'd like to think so.
[Random] Sometimes
[Friendly] Very much so.
[Smart] Yes.
[Moody] Not unless I have a reason. I'm not one of those people that just gets into moods without a rational reason.
[Childish] Not in the bad way.
[Independent] Yes, very. Except when it comes to my source of money.
[Hard working] I will have to be from here on out.
[Organized] Sort of.
[Healthy] Yes, but I'm trying to become more healthy.
[Emotionally Stable] I suppose. There are still a few things that could make me break, but otherwise I'm good.
[Shy] Sort of, but it's more that I don't really like making small talk with stangers.
[Difficult] At times.
[Attractive] I guess.
[Bored Easily] I can usually find something to occupy me.
[Messy] Sometimes, but not really anymore.
[Thirsty] At the moment, yes.
[Responsible] Yes.
[Obsessed] Not at the moment, but sometimes I can be obsessive about situations and such.
[Angry] Not right now.
[Sad] A little. Devon is leaving soon.
[Happy] At this moment I'm just kind of blah. I'm more tired than anything else.
[Hyper] Not right now.
[Trusting] Yes, until someone does something to make me regret it in the first place.
[Talkative] Yes.
WHO DO YOU WANT TO...
[Kill] Murder is a sin, but if it wasn't then I'd say Ms. Meyers [my math teacher in senior year]
[Slap] Ms. Meyers.[she deserves it big time.] Aubrey [a disgusting girl whom i have horrible memories of.] Devon [i owe him it for every time he deserved a slap, but didn't recieve one.] Danny. [for being such a prick to me cause of some homo man-love jealousy issues he has.] Rachel P. [ for telling lies about me and thinking she's on some other plain of exsistance where reality and bullshit are the same thing.]
[Get Really Wasted With] Joey. Devon. Peji.
[Get High With] Joey. Devon. Peji.
[Look Like] Charlize Theron. The Host of the TV show Dog Eat Dog
[Talk To Offline] Joey. BS Humor. Jeff in NC.
[Talk To Online] I don't have an answer really. Anyone, I suppose.
JUST CURIOUS...
[My Name Is] Samantha Pearle H....d
[In The Morning I Am] Asleep until roughly 10am
[All I Need Is] Faith, compassion and devotion.
[Love Is] God and his care for us.
[I'm Afraid of] Sadness
[I Dream About] All sorts of things while sleeping. & only a few things while awake.
[What Hurts the Most, Physical Pain or Emotional Pain] Emotional.
[How Many People Are On Your Buddylist] Fourty-five
WHICH IS BETTER...
[Coke or Pepsi] Coke
[Flowers or Candy] Flowers
[Tall or Short] It depends what the situation is.
WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX...
[What do you notice first] Eyes, face, hair and build.
[Last person you slow danced with] Eddie [my prom date.] or Devon. [honestly i can't remember which.]
[Worst question to ask] "Are you a virgin?
WHO...
[Makes you laugh the most] Parisa. Kat. Devon.
[Makes you smile] Parisa. Kat. Devon. [when he's not being a complete jerk.] Sarah. Peji.
[Gives you a funny feeling when you see them] Joey [sort of still.] Devon. [i'm always cheerful to be spending time with him.] Peji. [cause of our past situations.]
[Who do you have a crush on] No one really. There's a boy that lives downstairs from me who is a HOT boy. His name is Chris, but I don't know much more than that about him.
[Who has a crush on you] No one that I know of. PJ wans some again, but that's not a crush. That's hormones.
[Is easiest to talk to] Parisa. Kat. & Devon. [he has an amazing way of listening at times.]
DO YOU EVER...
[Sit on the internet all night waiting for someone special to I.M. you?] Not particuarly.
[Save AOL/AIM conversations] Yea, sometimes. They make for interesting reads later.
[Wish you were a member of the opposite sex] Yes. I'd love to know what it's like being a boy. It seems like it's totally different than being a girl.
[Cry because of someone saying something to you] It's happened before.
HAVE YOU EVER...
[Pictured your crush naked] Yea, I guess.
[Actually seen your crush naked] Yea.
[Been in love] Yes.
[Cried when someone died] Yes.
[Lied] Yes, who hasn't?
[Fallen for your best friend] Yes. It always seems to be that way for me.
[Been rejected] Yes.
[Rejected someone] Yes.
[Used someone] Yes. Peji.
[Been cheated on] Yes. [ this question makes me want to vomit.]
[Done something you regret] Very much so. [everything happens for a reason though, so that helps me cope with things sometimes.]
LAST PERSON...
[You Touched] Devon
[You Talked to] My Father
[You Hugged] I'm not sure about this one.
[You Instant Messaged] Parisa
[You Yelled At] My Mom
[You Kissed] Devon.
[You Talked To On The Phone] My Dad.
[You Laughed With] Parisa and Fadia
DO YOU/ARE YOU/COULD YOU...
[Smoke Cigarettes] I have before, but I've never been an addict. So, no.
[Obsessive] Sometimes
[Live Without the Computer] I could, but I wouldn't want to.
[Color Your Hair] I used to just dye it blonde, but now I just get highlights.
[Ever Get Off the Damn Computer] Yes.
[Habla Espanol] Not well, but a little.
[Drink Alchohol] Not any more. I've been nineteen days clean and sober.
[Like Watching Sunrises or Sunset] Yes, but I think both are sort of sad. Beautiful but sad.
NUMBER...
[Of times you have had your heart broken] Probably at least 5 major times. Some people are repeat affenders.
[Of hearts you have broken] A couple I'm sure here and there along the way.
[Of guys you have kissed] 20+
[0f girls you have kissed] 10+
[Of continents you have lived in]One
[Of good friends] 3 or 4
[Of CDs that you own] Too many to count.
[Of scars on my body] Once again, too many to count.
[Of things in my past that I regret]I don't know. I hate these 'regret questions'. Regret is a useless emotion. What's done is done. It can not be undone. Ask for forgiveness for them, but do not stress over what's already happened. God knows where your heart and mind were at during it. He knows the true you.
I VERB...
I KNOW: that I am blessed.
I WANT: to be reassured that I am loved by someone every single day.
I HAVE: given my all to make others happy.
I WISH: I had an enormous amount of money to do wonderful things with.
I HATE: the feeling of jealousy and spitefulness.
I MISS: Devon already & he's not even gone yet.
I FEAR: that I am not the best person I can be & Devon completely forgetting I exsist in the World.
I HEAR: certain words, spoken by certain people over and over in my head sometimes.
I WONDER: if I'm going to be happy during my time in college & if Devon will be as well.
I REGRET: not cultivating musical talent within myself when I was little.
I LOVE: God. All the wonderful people of this world. My family. My friends. My enemies. Amazing music like Ben Harper. Devon for opening my eyes to so much. Smiling through tears and circumstance because I know that everything will be alright.
I ACHE: inside so bad sometimes it feels like my chest is going to collapse onto my troubled heart
I CARE: for so many people inspite of their faults and flaws. They're all beautiful to me because I love them.
I ALWAYS: try to look on the bright side.
I AM NOT: the type of person to turn their back to a person in a time of need.
I DANCE: to have fun.
I SING: when no one is listening.
I CRY: for many reasons. Sadness. Happiness. Frustration. Faith. Passion. God's eternal love.
I DO NOT ALWAYS: do what other's expect from me.
I FIGHT: to keep myself from giving in to temptation.
I WRITE: as a release of thoughts and emotion.
I WIN: when I don't lose.
I LOSE: my car keys for short periods of times.
I CONFUSE: myself sometimes.
I LISTEN: when other people speak.
I CAN USUALLY BE FOUND: listening to music. talking online. running around doing good deeds.
I NEED: a boy who is selfsacrificing, devoted, funny, easy-on-the-eyes, and loving.
I AM HAPPY: most of the time
I SHOULD HAVE: started praying everyday much much sooner in my life.