Early in the morning

[inseminoid_]

I have gone back to inverted sleeping patterns, awake all night, asleep all day, I have that feeling that I've missed a really awesome party or an amazing gig, because for the last week i have felt as if I'm going to die, no shit. I have been so gut wrenchingly sick it has almost pushed me over the edge. I have also become very irritable, I keep

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[wastedlolita]

that french guy was an asshole, you never told me he said that! i feel so sorry for his puppy. what the fuck is with poseurs like him trying to 'harden' things up all the time? it's pathetic. next time i see him i'm going to tell him to "baissez-moi, salope putain!". i think he was shooting up in tex's bathroom because he left this plastic wrapper & bloodied cotton wool & other stuff in the toilet. he'd really fit in at midian.

i'm sorry you've been so sick, you poor dear. i've been wanting to ring you but thought you'd be alseep/too sick to talk on the phone. hurry up & get better so we can stalk cute boys in the city.

i've been worried about you. when do you get the results? i'll come with you if you want. even if it is positive (chances are it's not), lots of people with HIV live full unaffected lives for years & years. HIV is treatable now; it's not the death-sentence that you think it is. anyway i'll be thinking about you & feel free to call me any time you need to vent.

you know that i dig your songs, i think you're a fucking brilliant writer. i just feel weird playing them because my image doesn't suit. perhaps getting my ass tattooed & nipples pierced would help?