dont know what to title this...
i dont know what im feeling right now..11:33..should be sleeping right now considering i got no sleep in rhode island..and havent gotten sleep in the past like 4 months...but i'm online still doing nothing..probably why i'm so sick..and have been since my road trip to binghamton a couple weeks ago..never going back there again...not just cuz i got sick, but went there to visit this "someone"...and well, it's a long story...but i'm over this "someone" and we don't talk anymore...he's probably the most confusing kid i ever met...very hard to read...i guess i was just attatched for so long because he was hard to get...but im glad to be over him...i think im just bored now...ive been in and out of relationships..back-to-back..since my freshman year...now im in my junior year and i dont have anyone...im lonely...but i'm scared of relationships and i dont want one...im so confused...
i should go to sleep
i should go to sleep