Mel...Disappointed again.
Tonight made me realize that once again, the boys that I like, let me down. I take their word as gold, (for some odd reason), and get burned, embarrassed, or frustrated in the end. Thankfully, not a lot of people knew that I liked this person. There was a connection at one time, and I thought that there was still a chance... What I heard killed any chance. But still....it's never fun. In the past year, 0 for 4. My batting average is..oh I know, ZERO! Why can't I get the cool guy who wants to be with me, for me..not for what they can get out of me.
Here's what happens - they either
1) don't like me
2) have a girlfriend, or
3) have some disgusting habit, or something that would ultimately end a potential relationship.
Where's my prince charming? Do I have to a be good little girl, and wait even longer? The girls who act like complete-you-know-what get the guys, while I, who try to treat guys with some respect, get shut down every friggin' time. BOOO...I'll be patient. I still want the right kind of guy; I don't have to marry him, but at least show me what I've been looking for all this time.
BTW...I misplaced my phone last night in my house, and I STILL can't find it. I'm so mad. I don't even remember where I put it. I needed to charge it and I didn't know the charger was so I turned off the phone, and eventually found the charger. Phone? Nowhere to be found. Bummer.
Here's what happens - they either
1) don't like me
2) have a girlfriend, or
3) have some disgusting habit, or something that would ultimately end a potential relationship.
Where's my prince charming? Do I have to a be good little girl, and wait even longer? The girls who act like complete-you-know-what get the guys, while I, who try to treat guys with some respect, get shut down every friggin' time. BOOO...I'll be patient. I still want the right kind of guy; I don't have to marry him, but at least show me what I've been looking for all this time.
BTW...I misplaced my phone last night in my house, and I STILL can't find it. I'm so mad. I don't even remember where I put it. I needed to charge it and I didn't know the charger was so I turned off the phone, and eventually found the charger. Phone? Nowhere to be found. Bummer.