Anonymous X
I've labeled you with an X because I honestly don't know what number the world has stopped upon with the counting of Anonymous contributions to the world. BUT, I know who you are. and I have some things to say since I am pretty sure you might possibly check this once in awhile.
FIRST: I am very, truly sorry about an incident in September of 2006. You were fed LOTS of bullshit about me. and I have no control over that? but I suppose I might have controlled my temper better, but ya see? I was fed a LOT of bullshit, too. I am over "that", but have not forgiven myself for my behavior.
SECONDLY: sorry for any other annoyances. If you could understand my position and emotions during those times? ya might understand a bit more... it sucked.... but there was no reason for me, to uhm... SUCK.... other than I can explain that half the time? I was searching for a truth... since I was given NONE.... anything I knew or know? I had to find out for myself.... and sometimes people need truths so they can move on with their lives.... :(
and the last thing? like all people who have touched my life in some strange way? I want to understand you and get beyond my own stupid shyte--because that is the TRUE nature of my ways. Because of the little bit I know? I care too much and I do look out for you in my own way. I understand that it is not my place? but you don't know me very well. I care about EVERYONE. Even those who hurt me--or had some sort of awkward hand in my hurt... and I look beyond the hurt... and I try to understand...
you'll get it after awhile... I never understand why he is so bloody scared of me.... any of my reactions towards him? were his own doing.... and we all know how he can sometimes put his foot straight in his mouth... cuz sometimes you'd swear he loves the taste.
...because...? aren't we all kind of that way sometimes? :P
and thank you for the one helpful comment you have made... it's just too bad that the local orchies are ending their seasons... and the schools are about to get out. :( but I try.... I may get an internship OR apprenticeship in that other field I am looking into. Be lucky you were never a music major.... believe it or not? it's a pain in the ass. :P I will still finish some sort of degree and I will probably just play in a community orchestra around here. Too bad they are not as good as Omaha Municipal was... and imagine? I never got paid for that... oy........ :(
as usual? I have probably left out important pronouns or helping verbs.... meh... I never proofread these things... I probably should :P
/me out :P
FIRST: I am very, truly sorry about an incident in September of 2006. You were fed LOTS of bullshit about me. and I have no control over that? but I suppose I might have controlled my temper better, but ya see? I was fed a LOT of bullshit, too. I am over "that", but have not forgiven myself for my behavior.
SECONDLY: sorry for any other annoyances. If you could understand my position and emotions during those times? ya might understand a bit more... it sucked.... but there was no reason for me, to uhm... SUCK.... other than I can explain that half the time? I was searching for a truth... since I was given NONE.... anything I knew or know? I had to find out for myself.... and sometimes people need truths so they can move on with their lives.... :(
and the last thing? like all people who have touched my life in some strange way? I want to understand you and get beyond my own stupid shyte--because that is the TRUE nature of my ways. Because of the little bit I know? I care too much and I do look out for you in my own way. I understand that it is not my place? but you don't know me very well. I care about EVERYONE. Even those who hurt me--or had some sort of awkward hand in my hurt... and I look beyond the hurt... and I try to understand...
you'll get it after awhile... I never understand why he is so bloody scared of me.... any of my reactions towards him? were his own doing.... and we all know how he can sometimes put his foot straight in his mouth... cuz sometimes you'd swear he loves the taste.
...because...? aren't we all kind of that way sometimes? :P
and thank you for the one helpful comment you have made... it's just too bad that the local orchies are ending their seasons... and the schools are about to get out. :( but I try.... I may get an internship OR apprenticeship in that other field I am looking into. Be lucky you were never a music major.... believe it or not? it's a pain in the ass. :P I will still finish some sort of degree and I will probably just play in a community orchestra around here. Too bad they are not as good as Omaha Municipal was... and imagine? I never got paid for that... oy........ :(
as usual? I have probably left out important pronouns or helping verbs.... meh... I never proofread these things... I probably should :P
/me out :P