Gainesville
I think that I am finally feeling settled here. I just feel like I am so close to something I have wanted for so long, but it is still just beyond my grasp. The agony of not knowing for sure is enough to drive anyone insane.
I want my real life to start. I'm am just on the brink of it. i just want my life to not be so up in the air all the time. i want to know that I can get comfortable in gainesville and not worry that I will be uprooted again. It's weird to let yourself be happy. I mean I really really like everything here; the people, culture, my friends, I finally have the job i want... etc. I just hope that the events of the next few weeks will go smoothly and that certain things that I want to happy, and that seemingly will happen, are not too good to be true.
I just want it so badly, and can almost touch it. I don't want it to slip away.
I want my real life to start. I'm am just on the brink of it. i just want my life to not be so up in the air all the time. i want to know that I can get comfortable in gainesville and not worry that I will be uprooted again. It's weird to let yourself be happy. I mean I really really like everything here; the people, culture, my friends, I finally have the job i want... etc. I just hope that the events of the next few weeks will go smoothly and that certain things that I want to happy, and that seemingly will happen, are not too good to be true.
I just want it so badly, and can almost touch it. I don't want it to slip away.