The Only One For Me <3
Jamie: you know what scares me
ChaseTheTide7416: what?
Jamie: when a light bulb burns out at night
Jamie: it like flickers
ChaseTheTide7416: yeah
ChaseTheTide7416: what about your random breaking windows?
Jamie: and
Jamie: that too
ChaseTheTide7416: lol
Jamie: you being really depressed scares me
ChaseTheTide7416: im sorry
Jamie: you cant really help it but it does scare me that the most amazing thing in my life isnt feeling as amazing as she should be
ChaseTheTide7416: shes not amazing at all
Jamie: there isnt even a word good enough to start describing how amazing you are
ChaseTheTide7416: aww
Jamie: you deserve soo much more than me
ChaseTheTide7416: no i dont
ChaseTheTide7416: i dont deserve anyone even close to as amazing as you
Jamie: yes you doo
ChaseTheTide7416: no i dont
Jamie: why wouldnt you
ChaseTheTide7416: cause i dont
Jamie: why
ChaseTheTide7416: i dont
ChaseTheTide7416: i scare you constantly with my depression
ChaseTheTide7416: and that one time i wouldnt tell you what i did, i even made you cry
ChaseTheTide7416: you deserve someone who's not going to hurt you
Jamie: but i dont want some one else i want you
ChaseTheTide7416: i dont want anyone other than you
Jamie: i want you
ChaseTheTide7416: but i cant help think i dont deserve you
Jamie: but you deserve more
ChaseTheTide7416: i guess i really shouldnt complain about being blessed with someone as amazing as you
ChaseTheTide7416: no i dont
Jamie: yes you do
ChaseTheTide7416: no i dont
ChaseTheTide7416: im so afraid that by saying i dont deserve you, one of these days you're just going to leave me
Jamie: im never going to leave you cause your the only one for me
Jamie: dont think i ever will either
ChaseTheTide7416: id never leave you either cause i know that after all we've been through and how amazing you are, i dont think i could live without you
Jamie: and i couldnt live without you
Jamie: i wouldnt want to
ChaseTheTide7416: i love you
Jamie: i love you too
Jamie: just dont let other people ruin your life
ChaseTheTide7416: ok
ChaseTheTide7416: how could anyone ruin my life? you've made it perfect
Jamie: im sure i havent made it all that good
ChaseTheTide7416: yes you have
Jamie: what did i do
ChaseTheTide7416: you put happiness into my life
ChaseTheTide7416: the happiness that's been missing since my dad died
Jamie: well im happy to do what ever i can do to make you feel better
ChaseTheTide7416: it doesnt take much, just having you and being able to point you out to my friends as "my amazing boyfriend" is enough
Jamie: im not that amazing
ChaseTheTide7416: yes you are
Jamie: im gonna stop arguing now
ChaseTheTide7416: just think about it
ChaseTheTide7416: if you can take a girl out of a 5 year depression
ChaseTheTide7416: you're more than amazing
Jamie: well im happy i make you happy
ChaseTheTide7416: i love you
ChaseTheTide7416: sooooooooooooooooooooooo much
Jamie: i love you sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much too
ChaseTheTide7416: i gotta go, ill see you tomorrow
ChaseTheTide7416: love you bye <3
Jamie: love you too bye goodnight
well. i cried myself to sleep last night. I do believe it was because of that. Amazing how much someone can change your life, isnt it?
ChaseTheTide7416: what?
Jamie: when a light bulb burns out at night
Jamie: it like flickers
ChaseTheTide7416: yeah
ChaseTheTide7416: what about your random breaking windows?
Jamie: and
Jamie: that too
ChaseTheTide7416: lol
Jamie: you being really depressed scares me
ChaseTheTide7416: im sorry
Jamie: you cant really help it but it does scare me that the most amazing thing in my life isnt feeling as amazing as she should be
ChaseTheTide7416: shes not amazing at all
Jamie: there isnt even a word good enough to start describing how amazing you are
ChaseTheTide7416: aww
Jamie: you deserve soo much more than me
ChaseTheTide7416: no i dont
ChaseTheTide7416: i dont deserve anyone even close to as amazing as you
Jamie: yes you doo
ChaseTheTide7416: no i dont
Jamie: why wouldnt you
ChaseTheTide7416: cause i dont
Jamie: why
ChaseTheTide7416: i dont
ChaseTheTide7416: i scare you constantly with my depression
ChaseTheTide7416: and that one time i wouldnt tell you what i did, i even made you cry
ChaseTheTide7416: you deserve someone who's not going to hurt you
Jamie: but i dont want some one else i want you
ChaseTheTide7416: i dont want anyone other than you
Jamie: i want you
ChaseTheTide7416: but i cant help think i dont deserve you
Jamie: but you deserve more
ChaseTheTide7416: i guess i really shouldnt complain about being blessed with someone as amazing as you
ChaseTheTide7416: no i dont
Jamie: yes you do
ChaseTheTide7416: no i dont
ChaseTheTide7416: im so afraid that by saying i dont deserve you, one of these days you're just going to leave me
Jamie: im never going to leave you cause your the only one for me
Jamie: dont think i ever will either
ChaseTheTide7416: id never leave you either cause i know that after all we've been through and how amazing you are, i dont think i could live without you
Jamie: and i couldnt live without you
Jamie: i wouldnt want to
ChaseTheTide7416: i love you
Jamie: i love you too
Jamie: just dont let other people ruin your life
ChaseTheTide7416: ok
ChaseTheTide7416: how could anyone ruin my life? you've made it perfect
Jamie: im sure i havent made it all that good
ChaseTheTide7416: yes you have
Jamie: what did i do
ChaseTheTide7416: you put happiness into my life
ChaseTheTide7416: the happiness that's been missing since my dad died
Jamie: well im happy to do what ever i can do to make you feel better
ChaseTheTide7416: it doesnt take much, just having you and being able to point you out to my friends as "my amazing boyfriend" is enough
Jamie: im not that amazing
ChaseTheTide7416: yes you are
Jamie: im gonna stop arguing now
ChaseTheTide7416: just think about it
ChaseTheTide7416: if you can take a girl out of a 5 year depression
ChaseTheTide7416: you're more than amazing
Jamie: well im happy i make you happy
ChaseTheTide7416: i love you
ChaseTheTide7416: sooooooooooooooooooooooo much
Jamie: i love you sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much too
ChaseTheTide7416: i gotta go, ill see you tomorrow
ChaseTheTide7416: love you bye <3
Jamie: love you too bye goodnight
well. i cried myself to sleep last night. I do believe it was because of that. Amazing how much someone can change your life, isnt it?