Update of the Year
So, it's that time of year. The time when I remember to update and have both the time and energy and forethought to do it. (wait.. that's no longer a both statement... so I got carried away.)
Anyway, life is life. People are all around, Valentine's Day is near and I'm as fucking alone as ever. I had this great quasi-relationship going.. you know.. no ties, just sex and cuddles and group things with all our mutual friends. Yeah.. that turned into a mess. I've become great friends with his roommates and I have the distinct feeling that every time I'm there he doesn't want me to be. Tonight, his girlfriend kept watching me. Everytime I looked over. It was creepy. She even kissed him while looking at me. I smiled so sweetly that she glared. She fails to realize that I don't care if she has him and I don't. It wasn't that kind of relationship.
Other then that, Caddy is on a new mission. His mission, as impossible as it may be, is to get me to do something out of the norm, something out of character, before he leaves for school in a month. I don't want to think about him leaving. We've gotten really close and I'm seriously gonna miss him. Anyway. Wish me luck on surviving my out of character experience.
I have 3 days to write some sort of love letter or essay or poem for this competition at school. Problem is, I'm so uninspired by love that I can't get it done. It's killing me not being able to write.
If anyone has some ideas, play my muse? Please? I very much need it.
Anyway.. bring on the ideas.. I'll be checking back for them! Seriously.. write me stories. Now. Before you forget.
Anyway, life is life. People are all around, Valentine's Day is near and I'm as fucking alone as ever. I had this great quasi-relationship going.. you know.. no ties, just sex and cuddles and group things with all our mutual friends. Yeah.. that turned into a mess. I've become great friends with his roommates and I have the distinct feeling that every time I'm there he doesn't want me to be. Tonight, his girlfriend kept watching me. Everytime I looked over. It was creepy. She even kissed him while looking at me. I smiled so sweetly that she glared. She fails to realize that I don't care if she has him and I don't. It wasn't that kind of relationship.
Other then that, Caddy is on a new mission. His mission, as impossible as it may be, is to get me to do something out of the norm, something out of character, before he leaves for school in a month. I don't want to think about him leaving. We've gotten really close and I'm seriously gonna miss him. Anyway. Wish me luck on surviving my out of character experience.
I have 3 days to write some sort of love letter or essay or poem for this competition at school. Problem is, I'm so uninspired by love that I can't get it done. It's killing me not being able to write.
If anyone has some ideas, play my muse? Please? I very much need it.
Anyway.. bring on the ideas.. I'll be checking back for them! Seriously.. write me stories. Now. Before you forget.