My real father
Some of you may not know but i dont know my father he told my mother he wouldnt see me till i was 15 then he never saw me anyway this is somthing that hurts but i dont think i need anyones pity for it and if anyone reads this and say theyt feel sorry for me i will be offended i just want it to be known i am a bastard a fatherless child and at night it still tares me up inside ive lived with no father and im lucky i have a great step-dad but somtimes it feels like somthings missing i cryed tonight in front of kelsey only for a second but its alot because i dont cry even when im really upset crying isnt how i let it out so there thats that