umm yeah.
this new years sucked big donkey balls, we went to holtville i mean it was cool i drank or whatever, and i puked my brains out within the first hour or so of drinking, so after that i just felt sick, so i wanted to go home, so we left got some ffood gonna hang out with some friends but plans didnt work out so came home and crashed out.
i think that means i shouldnt drink so much, i feel sick everytime i drink its awful and i hate it and i hate how it makes me feel,maybe i should listen to my friend when he told me not to drink anymore.
so yeah this past year was one of the worst SO FAR, i think a lot of people agree, i dont think ive ever cried so much like this past year.
i was just a messs, still a mess but hopefully things change this year.
this past year i was hurt soooooo much, it was just awful but hmm oh well everything happened for a reason and i just want to be happy i dont hate anyone or dislike anyone riight now, i just dont want to start the new year with problems.
i already have boy problems starting the stupid year, i can easily stop them tho but he gets to me sooooooo bad i hate it, i hate it, i hate it.
maybe i just shouldnt answer his phone calls, i just have to, lol.
ummmm yeahhhhh work is WORK.
ima slave.
on a brighter note...i want to get a weave.
im turning 19 in a month and i want to stay in san diego for 3 days and just get away from everyone and everything and just invite people i want to be around, hopefully it works out, you know just rent a hotel and just spend 3 days dooing whatever i feeel like doiiing cuz i can.
so anyways ummm i hope everyone achieves their goal this year, and i hope everyone stays happy and safe and dont give up on what you really want.
♥ isabel
SOMETIMES I FEEL THAT IM SO LUCKY TO HAVE HAD THE CHANCE TO LOVE THIS MUCH.
i think that means i shouldnt drink so much, i feel sick everytime i drink its awful and i hate it and i hate how it makes me feel,maybe i should listen to my friend when he told me not to drink anymore.
so yeah this past year was one of the worst SO FAR, i think a lot of people agree, i dont think ive ever cried so much like this past year.
i was just a messs, still a mess but hopefully things change this year.
this past year i was hurt soooooo much, it was just awful but hmm oh well everything happened for a reason and i just want to be happy i dont hate anyone or dislike anyone riight now, i just dont want to start the new year with problems.
i already have boy problems starting the stupid year, i can easily stop them tho but he gets to me sooooooo bad i hate it, i hate it, i hate it.
maybe i just shouldnt answer his phone calls, i just have to, lol.
ummmm yeahhhhh work is WORK.
ima slave.
on a brighter note...i want to get a weave.
im turning 19 in a month and i want to stay in san diego for 3 days and just get away from everyone and everything and just invite people i want to be around, hopefully it works out, you know just rent a hotel and just spend 3 days dooing whatever i feeel like doiiing cuz i can.
so anyways ummm i hope everyone achieves their goal this year, and i hope everyone stays happy and safe and dont give up on what you really want.
♥ isabel
SOMETIMES I FEEL THAT IM SO LUCKY TO HAVE HAD THE CHANCE TO LOVE THIS MUCH.