i cant take my eyes off of you.
as i was sitting there my heart was pounding uncontrolably, and my mind was racing, so many things going on in my head.
you know one of the hardest things i have experienced so far is to watch someone i love with all my heart and soul love someone else.
accepting it is not the hard part dealing with it is what has been so hard for me.
the only thing that keeps me sane is when i know that you are happy, i havent seen him soo happy until now and thats what keeps me going and what keeps me from not breaking down, i can finally control it and act like i dont have a care in the world.
i wish him the best always no matter what he does even though we dont talk anymore, i mean this with all my heart, this is me not being selfish since some people say that i always have to be right and i have to get my way, not here this is the point where all my selfishness goes away and all the love i have starts coming in.
i may not be the prettiest, smartest, or the most innocent girl but i have a big heart and when it comes to someone i love, i'd kill my own happiness just to see them happy. i loved with all my heart and even though i lost i would never trade what i experienced for anything, the memories that were made and the good times that were shared are gonna stay there in a little corner of my heart.
so i dont care who reads this because this is how i feel, if you dont like it oh well, there isnt anything wrong with expressing how you feel i just needed to get it out even though i talked to my mom about i still needed to get a lot of more shit out and this isnt for someone to feel sorry for me, i passed that point where i needed someone to be there for me and help me out, i got through it, as painful and hard as it was i got through it alone.
you know one of the hardest things i have experienced so far is to watch someone i love with all my heart and soul love someone else.
accepting it is not the hard part dealing with it is what has been so hard for me.
the only thing that keeps me sane is when i know that you are happy, i havent seen him soo happy until now and thats what keeps me going and what keeps me from not breaking down, i can finally control it and act like i dont have a care in the world.
i wish him the best always no matter what he does even though we dont talk anymore, i mean this with all my heart, this is me not being selfish since some people say that i always have to be right and i have to get my way, not here this is the point where all my selfishness goes away and all the love i have starts coming in.
i may not be the prettiest, smartest, or the most innocent girl but i have a big heart and when it comes to someone i love, i'd kill my own happiness just to see them happy. i loved with all my heart and even though i lost i would never trade what i experienced for anything, the memories that were made and the good times that were shared are gonna stay there in a little corner of my heart.
so i dont care who reads this because this is how i feel, if you dont like it oh well, there isnt anything wrong with expressing how you feel i just needed to get it out even though i talked to my mom about i still needed to get a lot of more shit out and this isnt for someone to feel sorry for me, i passed that point where i needed someone to be there for me and help me out, i got through it, as painful and hard as it was i got through it alone.