Mar 29, 2006 17:50
went to smiths point beach with greg today like old times. it was wonderful and just what i needed.
im in the Staller Art computer nerd room now wishing i couldve stayed out there all day.
this whole late spring break thing is KILLING me. i feel like i haven't had a legit day off in so long.
next week ... 2 midterms. soc & oceanography. then i get to go to miami beach for a week where i will try and convince myself that life is actually easy and wonderful and warm and sunny...only to return to NY and remember that its not and that i was merely drunk and experiencing hallucinations from sun overexposure. not to mention im going for a crew trip...so ill be waking up ass early... on my break.
crew is awesome minus the fact that drama keeps erupting amongst team members...but i think its kind of amusing. i just kind of sit there and chuckle and am thankful that i am no longer 18/19...although not so far behind me, they were most certaily the most drama-filled years of my life.
i turn 21 in a little over a month. I CAN NOT WAIT. im sick of being the only underage one amongst my friends.
unfortunatly not much will change since I am BROKE sooo constantly hanging out in bars is still going to remain an unfulfilled dream.
ive had such a wonderful day that i dont really understand why i have such a whiney "tone".
i need a job...if anyone has ANYTHING to offer (pref weekends daytime 8+/hr centereach area) please please let me know
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